A time of transformation of fears

This is the higher self of a commissioned drawing which I am sharing with approval of the client. 

“Dear and beloved ones. The world can be chaotic and what happens on the outside is a reflection of what is happening within yourself. So it can be frightening for many of you to look at what your world is experiencing at this moment. You are looking around and you can see many energies that you do not resonate with. There is anger, rage, intolerance, pain, cruelty just to name a few that you are being confronted with right now. I am not telling this to frighten you but there will be more of these coming as it has to come to surface in order to be released once and for all. What you are going through is a transformation of what you and earth have been carrying for many centuries but have never been able to release until now. Now you are ready to evolve and to shift your energy into a place of compassion and love. This lesson has been taught to you by many masters that have come to earth before you. Now you have become the masters, you have graduated, you are now ready to carry the energy of compassion and unconditional love and to shower the world with this.

Be ready for the change that is happening even if it seems like the opposite is taking the upper hand. These changes are not there to frighten you, they are to give you hope to carry on and to continue to open yourself up even more and trust that the new energies are going to support you through all your experiences. If you have fears that are coming up then please do not dwell on them as they are passing through for release, they just come up for you to notice them and then they will be gone.

Know that your support is immense and each and one of you are being helped to shift from all these lower vibrations. You are not alone and the more you realize and feel this the more you will be able to feel the love in yourself.”

Everyone wants to ascend and to become enlightened, is this what we came here to do?

This is the higher self  speaking of a commissioned drawing which I am sharing with approval of the client. 

“Hello dear and beloved earth family. You are here all with the purpose to find out who you are again. You chose to incarnate in these times because you found it to be exciting to be here in these times of turbulent changes. You chose to experience this wild ride as a part of your personal growth but you also chose to be here as a contribution to the growth of the collective energy, for the expansion of awareness and therefore growth in the whole of humanity.
Not all who is on earth at this time chose to awaken and to see the grandness of their own soul. Not everyone chose to expand through the knowing of their own Source power. But YOU who is reading this right now have chosen to remember again. You came here with the mission to see yourself as a divine being that is a part of the universe and not only existing as a small person here on earth. Many of you still consider yourself to be small and putting yourself to the same level as Jesus, Ghandi, Mother Mary, the Arcturians seems too far of a stretch for you and your ego does not want to believe that you are all of those mentioned above. There is NO seperation when you are in the realm of Oneness: we are all each other and we are all intertwined in our energies. You can take this literally and not only metaphorically speaking. We are all One as it is and therefore when you call upon a specific energy, for example Jesus, you are in fact calling up on an energy that already exists within you as seperation is an illusion.
When you are requesting for help from any of your spiritual guides you are in fact calling upon this energy from within yourself. This is why communication on the other side is heard through the heart and the soul and there is no need for words. We speak with feelings and in energy and all you have to do is feel into it to believe that you too in fact are Jesus as Jesus is you. What is stopping you from believing is your mind and the many beliefsystems that you have gained over the period of time that you are on earth.

Now you are ready to step out of the man made systems of religion and you can now see beyond what your ego is showing you. Do not only believe your eyes but now start to believe what you feel. You too are a master, you too are already ascended. You do not need to seek this in life, how to ascend or how to be enlightened or how to fulfill your mission. What you do need to know is that you are already who you want to become. You have arrived, all you need to do is believe in your grandness and that it is already within you.

You did not come to change the world, you came to see that you ARE the world. Believe in yourself, believe you are not seperate from Source, you are Oneness, and believe this to be literally.”

A message about accepting and loving your body the way it is

This is the higher self of a commissioned drawing which I am sharing with approval of the client. 

“Hello, my dear ones. I am pleased to be able to come forward to you in these times of change and transformation. The whole world is transforming energetically and this is because a lot of changes are happing in your inner world. Many of you are feeling movements and changes within yourself and it is not only your emotions that are changing but you are also being reprogrammed on a cellular level.

All these energies are not only helping you to awaken in your hearts and in your minds they are also helping your physical bodies to transform into a light body. Now this is a process that takes several years and the body needs time to these adjustments. The awakening of your hearts is rapid and soon your minds will be able to catch up to this, but because your mind is part of the ego which is a part of the human body and it needs understanding, time and love. You often forget to love your bodies through all the changes that you are going through. Often because you do not understand what you feel and why you feel angry, disappointed or sad, you forget that these are all part of the physical experience and you judge yourselves for feeling these negative emotions. When you judge yourself for feeling bad you are rejecting yourself and your body becomes ill. Your body is an essential part of your being here on earth. It is here to carry you through life and it is here to hold you up and instead of wishing you looked different or feel different be grateful that is here to be of service to you. You chose your body, you chose this vessel in your life because your soul felt it would serve the highest purpose. Your body is a true gift from Gaia.

When you descended on earth Gaia gifted you your beautiful and powerful body. You are a part of her creation, you were born in her womb and it saddens her to see that you do not love and appreciate this precious gift that she gave. Gaia has a heart and you were all created from her heart, from the depth of her love your magnificent self was born into this world. It is now to see not only the weaknesses of yourself but it is now time to see your strength, to see your physical body even if it does not match to the norm of society or to the image that you have created in your mind on how it should be. Every time you feel you are not good enough know that this is reflected and affected in your cells. Your body is a part of your essence. You are not only your soul, this is not the most important part of you and this way of thinking is what is causing you to separate yourself from your physical experience. Your body is part of your wholeness here on earth and it is not only your soul that is light: your body is light too. It is time to fully accept yourself as a human being and the way you are right now. You are beautiful and Gaia does not make mistakes. You are not a mistake, you are a perfect creation and you can be proud as we are all proud of you.”

 

Missing home and feeling like an alien on earth. What do we really long for?

Recently I have noticed something new about myself. Something that I have never felt before but something that now comes up in random moments.

I was waiting for the bus and I was just wondering off with my thoughts. I was letting the wind touch my cheeks and suddenly I felt such bliss and happiness in my heart. It just came over me and I felt so grateful to be alive and to be on this planet. I felt utter joy for being here. I can truly tell you that I have never felt such a feeling of wholeness in my heart by just being present in the moment. This is a new experience for me and I have been having it quite often recently. This is the result of healing and opening my heart. When we open up our heart we can be happy anywhere we are. Earth is our home, we don’t need to long for other places or for our ultimate partner. We already have it all in our heart. Our home is inside of us. It’s with us everywhere we go and we can feel the bliss and peace when we go deeper into our heart.

Two years ago I would wake up in the morning, look around my bedroom and think: ”oh no, I am back here”(on earth) and it would feel dreadful. Going through the dark night of the soul made every day a struggle because I was being confronted with old pain and the illusion that my life has been so far. I would wake up and feel so awful and homesick I would start crying because I missed home. I missed it so much because I felt so unloved and abandoned like I was dropped off here all by myself like an alien amongst humans. My home felt so far away. It was as far as the stars, quite literally. But what is home really to me and you? The missing of our real home is the missing of unconditional love, because the stars only exist of that. You see, home isn’t a physical place and we aren’t physical beings, our soul is energy and it comes from Source aka Unconditional Love. So what we call home is in fact pure love. We all long to feel pure and unconditional love because this is where we come from, this is where our origin is really from. Love is the fuel for us to continue and to share ourselves with the world. It is when we feel LOVE in our hearts that we will be able to feel like we belong here, that earth is our home and that happiness is already within ourselves.

I am here to tell you now that it is possible to feel home here and to feel such deep appreciation for the human life that your heart swells with happiness. I have come to experience this first hand and I want you to know this. You don’t have to feel like an alien and out of place. You don’t have to feel alone and not heard or feel misunderstood. You are headed for pure bliss and you will feel that deep and unconditional love for yourself and for earth. If I am feeling it then I know that you, the one reading this, will too.

Don’t give up on yourself and don’t give up hope for this planet. I love you all.