Dark elf: soul aspect drawing

This is a drawing of my aspect as a dark elf. For a very long time there has been a war between the light and the dark elves where the whole elemental realm was involved. There is a history and story that awaits to be told about it which I hope to share it with you all some day.

There was deep surpressed anger that I have been feeling and this something that I have had all my life. Every time I felt injustice was done, every time I felt I needed to follow somebody else’s rules without seeing the value or point of it I would feel it inside and I a feeling of rage would come up. It is a feeling of being locked up and taken my freedom away and not being heard, not being allowed to voice my truth made me feel less than what I was.
We take on memories and trauma from other lifetimes and other dimensions to release in this lifetime. This was a memory of injustice being done to me as a dark elf. He felt that what happened was unjustified because his kind was banished to the underworld even though they did not do anything wrong. In this life I have a strong connection to the elven and elemental realm. I connected to this aspect and I was able to release and heal this pain. All this aspect needed is acceptance and being heard. Your shadow awaits for you to be acknowledged and to be seen. It doesn’t want to be pushed away or to be labeled as something wrong or evil. When you bring love into this side of yours you will bring balance in yourself which will allow you to use the power of the dark aspect in unity with the light. You will thrive from this unity as you will be able to use your power truly as intended without any fear. No fear for the darkness any longer when you hold love for all that you are.

Embracing love fully by accepting and integrating your own dark aspects

I have been working on accepting parts of myself that I don’t like and have felt ashamed of. I didn’t acknowledge them as a part of my being and how I was created. I realized I wanted to fit into a certain image thinking that I need to be a certain way to be accepted. We all want to fit in and have a sense of belonging and loved by the people that we love too.

I have say that I did not realize I felt this way. This was something that I was unaware of but it was dwelling in my subconsciousness. Lately I have been feeling a little down emotionally and my guides told me that I needed to believe in love in all its imperfections. Love isn’t about only loving the good side, it is also about loving the ugly side. And until I love my own ugly side I can’t fully embrace what love is in all its glory. Because love doesn’t choose what it loves, it just does. So I made the decision to embrace what I thought was wrong about me. I completely opened myself up to love all my flaws because they too are a creation of the Universe and hold unconditional love. I felt a strong urge to draw my dark aspect.. She will help me to integrate all of what I do not love about myself and did not want to see. She might be my dark aspect, but she is me and I fully embrace it with love. I am sharing this drawing and message with you and I hope you too can accept all of who you are.. The good, the bad and the ugly.

Her name is Audarian and this is her message:

“Integration of your own aspects aren’t only those of the light side of your soul. In order to be in balance you must also accept your shadow side. By facing your own fears and by looking at the emotions and traits you don’t like about yourself you will be able to love yourself fully because you can only feel the wholeness within yourself when you embrace ALL of your aspects: those that you love and those that you don’t.
Take a deeper look into yourself and ask yourself what it is that you don’t like about yourself. What are you ashamed of? Do you feel guilt or do you feel jealousy? Do you feel shame? How do you feel about your sexuality, have you been promiscuous? Have you betrayed others? Have you cheated? Have you lied? Have you manipulated others to get your way?
It easy to see what others have done unto you but it takes courage and awareness to see that you too have done what has been done on to you. Life is a circle, all what you are currently experiencing in your life you have gone through in another lifetime doing on to others.
Every soul that chooses to incarnate has at some point misused the power they were given in previous lifetimes, but also in this lifetime. Experiences always go both way: one time you are the villain and the other time you are the victim. One time you are a Saint and the other time you are a sinner. In order for you to see yourself as Love you also need to see that every experience that you have had as a human being came from a place of love. This means that every painful act that you have caused and have gone through was created so that you could see and feel the love even deeper than ever before. Now in this lifetime you are given the opportunity to see that even in pain there is love. This requires for you to accept that there is in fact no duality in love because darkness is a part of love. It is a part of the wholeness within you. Darkness and light are not seperate: they are One. This is a truth that exists in each and one of you. When you are ready to accept that your own darkness is in fact love too you will feel wholeness, acceptance, peace, joy and freedom in every aspect of your life. Nothing from the outside will scare you because you will know the truth that light and darkness are in perfect balance within yourself. Shadows are not to be feared, they are to be accepted as a part of your existence. You were created in the image of perfection and this consists of ALL that you are.”

Angelic downloads

This is commissioned higher self drawing shared with approval.

“The whole Angelic realm is of assistance of your personal transition to the higher dimension. We are all diligintely working with you to help you get through your personal blockages and to release your from your inherited beliefs and old ways of being and doing things. We are helping you to integrate your angelic aspect and with this to help you open up to the angelic frequencies. If you were not aware of this yet then may it be known to you that you are too an angelic being. We have been giving the message that there is no seperation between humanity and the one that you call God and it is so that when there is no seperation that this means you too are God and that you too are an angel. You are creation of all that exists but you are currently residing in the human form in this time. Never before has there been a time where you knew who you were on earth. Your incarnations were about experiencing life from a purely human perspective while now you can live your life from a human perspective with the knowledge of your higher self. As this transition is happening right now you can open your mind more to the truth that you are an angelic being and that your roots go far beyond the time and the dimension that you live in. What I am saying right now will resonate with your heart and it will help you to remember. Allow this information to be taken in through the most intelligent part of your being: your heart. Your heart speaks and your heart thinks as well. Now you can trust the information being downloaded to you. All of your aspects are now speaking to you through your heart. This is why you are feeling a push to move forward and to change. The authenticity in you is becoming more clear and you will feel the need to become more of who you are in the depth of your soul. Breathe in and allow for this information to settle in your being. You are on your path of becoming the truest version of yourself. I love you and I honor you.”

Using all your senses

This is a new higher self drawing shared with a approval.

“Now as your senses are opening up and as you are able to see from different perspectives and from a broader view it is time for you to look beyond how things may appear to you. As you use your extra senses you will be able to identify situations through a different feeling, one where before you would not have been able to do so. I suggest that you try out these new activations within your body and that you use these to see what is most beneficial for you to do at this time. Your third eye will allow you to see things in a more clear way as your heart will guide you through a knowing that is so strong you will not be able to deny it. You will receive images and ‘random’ thoughts will come up for you as guidance. You are already feeling these new changes and activations but now you can also work with them and train yourself to recognize these not so random signs within yourself. Open yourself and play with these gifts as they are here for you to be of help and guide you on your way. Many of you have asked for these gifts but many do not realize you already posses them. You brush them off as simply a thought or a silly idea. But now I am asking you to open yourself more to the magical gifts within yourself. That which you think is silly is the whisper of the Universe providing with what you asked for. When you ask for guidance, dear ones, be open to receive the signs. Each of you receives guidance and each of you receives it equally as strong but not all see the signs and not all feel the nudge of Spirit because you do not believe your own thoughts, visions and inner knowing. Today start believing in yourself and that you too can hear and see all that you need. You are just as magical as you think of others, now you can believe this of yourself. Watch out for the signs today, pay attention to what you see, hear and feel. Listen to your senses for they will always tell you the truth.”

Expecting miracles

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“My dears, your precious vessel is being cleared out of old programs and beliefsystems that you have taken over from your ancestors. You are not the same person that you were 10 years ago. That which used to hold you back is no longer holding you in the chains of old fears. You are now able to switch swiftly from old ways into a new high vibration. The time has come for you to accept these new changes within your beliefsystems and within your physical experiences. Many of you still have a hard time believing you have come to the point where you now can be yourselves without being judged or without feeling safe. The old paradigm of security and safety is now falling apart completely and within your human vessel you can already feel this. All you need is to accept this new truth and say goodbye to your old way of thinking. There is nothing now holding you back from following your dreams but your own thoughts. So today instead of going back to the way you were, think of all the new possibilities ahead of you. Feel them in your heart because now you are able to feel your power clearly as your biggest fears are removed from your cells. This has been an emotional process as you have been holding a lot of pain from your ancestors and your own karma. But now you are ready, you are ready to take on the next step in your journey as a powerful being. All you need to do is be true to yourself and the Universe will work towards this energy and belief that you have in yourself. The universe is pulled to your heart frequency and when you desire from the heart the universe replies with unconditional love. So expect miracles, dear ones, nothing less than miracles. Go within yourself and feel how you are now freed from any illusionary chains that were put on you. You are free to go the way you need and want to go. Believe this, feel this and know that any pain that you feel right now is making its way out. You are not your pain, you are healed and this is just the beginning for you. Trust dear ones, take the jump into the unknown and see how everything will unfold to you in the most divine way possible.”

Finding balance in yourself and following your inner guidance

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“To find the freedom that you are looking in your life starts off with feeling the balance in who you are. When you fall into extremes of emotions then you do not see and feel your true potential and what gifts that you posses. Now that you are moving deeper into awareness and into your heart you will start to feel the truth, your ultimate truth, in the core of your being. This feeling will give you a sense of stability, you will feel like a rock and a like the support that you have been looking for outside of yourself in the past. In this time you will be able to feel this support and balance within yourself. Although you will still fall into certain emotions you will now be able to process them more quickly and with a different awareness than even last year. As you are changing and evolving you will see that the only thing that stopping you were the illusions that were created outside of yourself because inside you already know it all. Can you now feel the truth and the power in the center of your being? Can you see the light shining from your heart? When we look at you this is how we all see you. To us you are all shining and now you are becoming ready to see this about yourself. You won’t need validation and proof from others that you are indeed on the right path. Now you will start to see it for yourself. Even when you don’t believe it with your mind, your heart now will speak louder than your thoughts and you will be able to hear it because you will FEEL it more and more in your being. Notice how now you hear and see more with your heart instead with your phyiscal senses. This also means that your intuition is heightened and that you are getting clear signs on which way to go on your path. Trust these. Trust that feeling in the center of your body, this is Source, this is you, now you know there is no difference. Trust all of this, dear ones, and it will never fail you.”

Limited offer: Sirius guides with their message for you!

NEW LIMITED OFFER (only doing 5): Sirius guide drawing: €75
Channeled message, light language / symbols for activation and healing on a subconscious level.

I am guided to draw Sirian beings / guides. They have been wanting to come forward and guide people who are open to receive their energy and wisdom. They are powerful and wish to reach out to humanity to help.

Do you feel a connection to Sirius and do you feel a resonance with their energy? Then this is something for you! 🙂

In the photos you can find a few beings from Sirius and from planets around it.

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