Judgement towards ourselves

I have felt anger the past few days and judgement towards myself. Heavy emotions that are coming up and I feel pressure inside. I received this message from my higher self when I asked for clarity. At this moment we are going all the way back to Lemuria:

“Because we feel we are not good enough and are not doing well enough , because we want to prove ourselves, because we feel we need to be further than we are right now on our path we are experiencing pressure from within and we suppress our beingness and the qualities that we have. We want to push further and move forward but because we cannot be in the moment and let go we cannot step into our joy and therefore also into abundance. The pressure within to prove ourselves and our worth is too great. We want to show that we are doing the right thing, that we mean well and that we really have good intentions towards others. We no longer look inside but focus on the outside and we judge ourselves on the basis of achieved results and this is where we see failure. We have achieved nothing and we have no evidence of our intentions. This is why we get mad at ourselves and why we feel anger. The intention is there but the outcome has failed, we think.
This is the same thing that happened in Lemuria: the intention was pure but the results failed. There was only chaos and disorder visible through the peaceful and loving actions to the outside. It was not enough to be kind and to be loving. We could no longer remain in our truth and see that the purity of the heart cannot fail. We have lost ourselves in the outer world and have allowed the external chaos to affect our purity. We could not go inside anymore and were forced to see what we had done. We were torn from our truth and we still feel this in our lives right now.

However, the purity of the heart has never disappeared, not even when Lemuria went down. It was time, it was the way it should be. The predictions were there, it was known. The Lemurians knew but could not accept the truth. It is time to face the truth: the purity in the Lemurian heart has never disappeared. Look inside and see your truth. See what you were unable to see then. Go back to your core and see that the truth is greater than the actions from outside. Untouched and unharmed, this is who you are inside.”

A time to celebrate: rapid changes and rebirth

A new commissioned twinflame drawing that I am sharing with approval from a soul sister. ❤️

“Dear ones. These are the times to celebrate. This year is of new beginnings, the new you, the new world, your new perspective on who you are and who you have come to be. These are the times of rapid changes, things are moving like they have never before and you are in the midst of an exciting adventure. Know that when things seem to be at it worst it is going to be rewarded as you have never imagined before. Your pain and your tears haven’t been for nothing. You are all being birthed into a new world with a new awareness and into a new you. You are taking of the old and the worn off. It can hurt departing with what has been comfortable and familiar but this isn’t how it is always going to be. The most painful is now over! What is to come is yet a discovery for you but one which is full with wonders! You will receive personal information that will help you move forward and grow in the direction you require to be. You set out this plan for yourself and your full awakening will be worth what you are experiencing right now. Do not be stuck in the moment because you cannot foresee what your future holds and because you do not know which step you need to take next. Dear ones, you are exactly where you need to be right now. Look at yourself 6 months ago, can you not see how much you have grown in this short time? Do you not believe that in the next few months you will experience twice as much as you did last year? You are not aware of the movement the energy is making within you and what an impact your presence is making in this world. The slightest change in you affects the collective and when one of you heals all of you feel the effects of this. So hooray for those who are releasing and healing because you are helping the rest of the world with your dedication and love. You affect those that are not awakened simply by being you. By resting, meditating, singing, dancing, relaxing, even crying and allowing yourself to feel what is coming to surface you are changing the energy all around you. So do not underestimate your presence here on earth. You are doing the work without having to physically make an effort. You do not need to push yourself, you do not need to worry you are not where you need to be, you can take a deep breath in and out and know that you are doing important work for the collective as you are growing inside and expanding your awareness which all of the world can benefit from. Let go, dear ones, let go of the pressure you give yourself as we see you struggle and being dissatisfied with your own progress. Your progress is as it should be. Trust and let go. Relax and trust your spirit guide team to lead you where you need to go. Above all: trust yourself and your process. You are changing the world, be aware of this, dear ones, as this mission is one of your greatest.”

It is time to rise and believe in your power

This is a commissioned drawing that I am allowed to share from a lovely soul sister.

This is Agabeth and she lived as a high priestess in the time of Yeshua. I absolutely love her energy and this message came through very strong, with so much love and at the same time with great power and not a single ounce of doubt about who WE are.

“My dear ones. Humanity has come a far way. It has known many trials and many hardships but it is always evolving even as it seems like it is standing still or even going back in times. Your natural strengths are being reinforced right now. They are becoming more clear and solid within your being. Your bodies are adjusting to the new truth that is emerging inside of you. It is being awakened within you as a fierce lion that is not going to be held back. You may come across resistance from others regarding this new power within yourself. Others are merely playing out another role than you have chosen for yourself. Show them compassion and mercy from within this new power that you have in yourself. You can already feel it.
Those that are awakening to the truth are stronger than ever because they have the knowledge of the universe. Yes, you hold this wisdom in your core and it is now being revealed how powerful you are. You were not ready to believe it before but right now the time has arrived that you can trust that you hold all the knowledge of the universe in your heart and that you have the power to use this. Do not fear that you will be harmed for those that hold the Light are protected by the infinite source of all creation. You did not come on this mission to fail, you did not come here to doubt whether you are worthy enough to hold the Light in your being. You are worthy, you hold the torch so that others can follow your Light. You are all teachers, teachers of love, teachers of the heart. Christ did not come as one man on earth in this time: he came as YOU. You are Christ, you carry his essence and you carry his love. He lives through you, he heals through you, he teaches through you, he laughs through you.. You are the embodiment of the purest light in whole of Creation: you are the Christ Consciousness. Do you understand now how precious you are? Do you understand now how much we all value you from the other side? We do not see you as small lights nor do we think of you any less than the most precious diamond in this existence. It is now time to anchor this truth in your human body and let this information settle into your consciousness. Believe, believe, BELIEVE and LIVE knowing this truth. The time is now, you are ready.”

Archangel Azrael is here to help us with our transformation

We are going through some heavy releases and we are being healed and upgraded into a better version of ourselves. One where we are more our higher self and can live in our authenticity without having the fear of showing ourselves anymore. This is a message from AA Azrael.

I do not own the picture.

“Dear souls on earth who volunteered to share their light and love with all in these times of transformation. You came here for an important mission and this is a mission of true honor and love for humanity and all lifes creation. You came here to bring balance in that which is imbalanced within yourself. You came to change your perceptions, your thoughts, your behavior and beliefsystems. You are the ones that volunteered to come and change the old into the new. You are the ones that wanted to be the first to create a change and therefore you are the ones who experience these emotions and changes the heaviest within yourself. When the masculine and féminine energies are being brought in harmony the old way of thinking and feeling must make way for the new to come in. Light cannot take place as long as there is a belief of seperation within yourself. In agreement with your soul you are now ready to receive your own light more into yourself and therefore you are releasing core beliefsystems that no longer are in alignment with the new frequencies. You are now given the opportunity to start believing a new story about yourself, one that you can create yourself and one that can be aligned with who you are as a soul. When the beliefsystems are being cleared you can be overwhelmed with sadness, grief and fear. You might feel hopelessness and no way out but this is because leaving behind a part of something that has been in yourself for so long is painful. You are grieving for your whole bloodline and reliving their pain and their desperation. You chose to transform these fears not only for yourself but also for the future generation. You have a great mission here on earth and you do not need to underestimate the work that you are doing right now even if you feel like you are not doing enough or not contributing to helping others. We are all watching over you and we are all supporting you through your most painful moments. The time of seperation is over but you are in transformation right now for something bigger and something that is in alignment with your soul. I am Azrael and I am with you on this path.”

The new world you are waiting for is already here

New commissioned higher self drawing with a channeled message for humanity that I am allowed to share from a beautiful soul.

To get your own higher self with a personal channeled message contact me through Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/intuitivesoulpaintings or email: grozdanovadana@gmail.com. ❤️

“The earth that you are longing for and are waiting for has already arrived. The frequency now allows you to reside in the higher vibrations if this is what you wish to feel and many of you have already felt moments of bliss and peace. This is what you call 5D and what others refer to as new earth. You do not need to wait until the whole of humanity chooses to be in this frequency. You have to connect to Gaia and her grounding love to already feel this change in yourself. Still many of you experience a seperation from Gaia and longing for a feeling of unity and peace on earth. But dear ones, this unity is already here and it is your connection to Gaia, the Cosmos and your heart that allows you to feel this. The only reason why you would not experience this feeling is when you are not tuned in to the unconditional love of existence and believe what your eyes are showing you. You have been given the gift of seeing the truth with your minds eye, with your extrasensory abilities and to feel into what the reality is and not the illusion of the matrix. The illusion of the matrix will show you how much pain you have and how this is who you are as a human being on this planet. But this is not the truth, you are not the pain that you carry, you are the light in the human vessel transmitting darkness into unconditional love. But to be able to do this you must see that the darkness within you is a part of the construction here on earth and that you chose to help this darkness be turned into light. You are strong enough to transmute any kind of energy into a rainbow of colors by simply seeing that you do not need to become the pain that you feel but to accept it with unconditional love as a part of your experience here. Accept that it is there and that you feel it but do not become this pain and dwell in this energy. You are all given the support you need to transmute any kind of pain through the help of your angelic guidance. Use this help as it is freely available for you but not until you use your voice and ask for it yourself. This is part of your free will and it is respected and will not be interfered with.

Most of all trust that when you ask for help that you are heard even if you do not see it. Patience, dear ones, it is required to achieve anything you strive for. You are loved and you are always heard.”

The new divine feminine

After feeling heavy energies with the full moon I asked for the new divine feminine to show herself and let her energy be felt. We are balancing the masculine and feminine now and the old is leaving so, it is time to fully accept this new power of the divine feminine. She is not afraid to be heard, seen, show herself and stand in her power. While I was drawing I realized it was my own soul that came forward, she is the new divine feminine in me and she is making herself present in everything I do more and more every day. I am also feeling a strong energy of Mary Magdalene in this drawing. Connect to her energy and you will be able to feel her power.

If you your own higher self drawing with a personal channeled message and a soul activation then message me. ❤

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“My dear ones. The time of hesitation and doubt is now over. It is time for you to stand up in your truth and no longer let others speak for you. You are finding your voice again. That voice that has often been oppressed and made to believe that it was not important. I am here to tell you now that you can rise and that to see that you feel is nothing more than a memory of the past. You are all being cleared of past trauma’s and using your voice has been a significant painful memory for you. Your ancestors and your whole bloodline is being cleared and those that had no voice to speak are now going to be able to speak through you. The ancestors that were brave and that stood up for themselves are now going to help you to speak and stand in your truth. The family you were born in is not a coincidence, you chose in this lifetime to help and clear the karma in the bloodline so that the future generation will not have to endure the difficulties that you have gone through. You chose to clean and clear it for your children. You are the brave ones because you chose to relive the memories of your ancestors and this is why you are feeling all that is coming up right now. Do not take these emotions personal and as a part of who you are. They are part of the past and underneath that is the real you. This real you is a warrior that has no fear of being authentic and speaking up. The real you wears a crown and is not afraid to show it. This kind of power is not to be shunned, it is to be shared. You are a leader and a leader is one that creates others to lead. I am here to let you know that you can now speak out who you are, speak it loud and clear so that all can hear you. Don’t fear for I will hold your hand and help you rise. Dear one, who is reading this right now, put your hand on your throat and feel the blue color and power gently running through your throat chakra. Feel the truth of your voice, the truth of your soul wanting to come out in its authenticity. I love you and you are loved beyond measure in all of who you are.”

It is now safe to follow the push of your soul

This is a commissioned higher self drawing shared with approval from a beautiful soul. If you want your own higher self drawing with a channeled message feel free to contact me.

“Dear ones. In your life you are given the ability to make choices for yourself and to pick that what you feel is best for you. Up until now you did not have the sense that you were free in making decisions based on your needs. Often you made choices that were out of alignment with your heart and you let your mind decide for you because of practical reasons and because you were supposed to do this as you were taught your practical needs were more important than your emotional needs. As you are now integrating more or your soul you are starting to feel an urge to create and to follow your feelings. You may call this a gut feeling but this is your soul guiding you to where you need to be. You might feel resistance because you want to proceed to pick the safe way to travel on your journey but now is the time to trust your heart and the push that you feel inside. It is no coincidence that you feel the need to be somewhere or do something even if you do not know what it is. Proceed to take the first step in the direction that makes you happy. You don’t need to drop everything you are doing but do start exploring your options and taking action towards it. The feeling of needing to be somewhere will grow inside of you. You will meet more people that you see that are working towards their goals and passions. These people are there to encourage you. You learn from each other and you support each other just by being YOU. The more you open up yourself and follow your instincts the more you will see how things will come on your path to help you pursue your dream. Even if you are not sure what this yet. Trust that when you follow your heart you are supported. Financially, spiritually, emotionally, mentally. In any way you need it the Universe has got you covered. You might not realize this yet but you have a large team of spirit guides that is not leaving your side. They support you in your endeavours and they encourage you to follow your heart. The time to fear that you will lack anything is over now. They are fears from the past, memories of past lives where you needed to suffer to learn a lesson. These times are over now. The witch hunt is over.. You can relax knowing you are safe and supported. Go on without fears, dear ones, what lives in your heart is your truth and you do not need to fear your truth for you are the voice of the Universe. We love you, we support you.”