Recently I have noticed something new about myself. Something that I have never felt before but something that now comes up in random moments.
I was waiting for the bus and I was just wondering off with my thoughts. I was letting the wind touch my cheeks and suddenly I felt such bliss and happiness in my heart. It just came over me and I felt so grateful to be alive and to be on this planet. I felt utter joy for being here. I can truly tell you that I have never felt such a feeling of wholeness in my heart by just being present in the moment. This is a new experience for me and I have been having it quite often recently. This is the result of healing and opening my heart. When we open up our heart we can be happy anywhere we are. Earth is our home, we don’t need to long for other places or for our ultimate partner. We already have it all in our heart. Our home is inside of us. It’s with us everywhere we go and we can feel the bliss and peace when we go deeper into our heart.
Two years ago I would wake up in the morning, look around my bedroom and think: ”oh no, I am back here”(on earth) and it would feel dreadful. Going through the dark night of the soul made every day a struggle because I was being confronted with old pain and the illusion that my life has been so far. I would wake up and feel so awful and homesick I would start crying because I missed home. I missed it so much because I felt so unloved and abandoned like I was dropped off here all by myself like an alien amongst humans. My home felt so far away. It was as far as the stars, quite literally. But what is home really to me and you? The missing of our real home is the missing of unconditional love, because the stars only exist of that. You see, home isn’t a physical place and we aren’t physical beings, our soul is energy and it comes from Source aka Unconditional Love. So what we call home is in fact pure love. We all long to feel pure and unconditional love because this is where we come from, this is where our origin is really from. Love is the fuel for us to continue and to share ourselves with the world. It is when we feel LOVE in our hearts that we will be able to feel like we belong here, that earth is our home and that happiness is already within ourselves.
I am here to tell you now that it is possible to feel home here and to feel such deep appreciation for the human life that your heart swells with happiness. I have come to experience this first hand and I want you to know this. You don’t have to feel like an alien and out of place. You don’t have to feel alone and not heard or feel misunderstood. You are headed for pure bliss and you will feel that deep and unconditional love for yourself and for earth. If I am feeling it then I know that you, the one reading this, will too.
Don’t give up on yourself and don’t give up hope for this planet. I love you all.