Energetic update: Lack of money / survival energy

Last week I have felt a struggle for survival within me. I have always had this energy in me which prevented me to fully trust and let go of financial worry. I have felt the urge to keep the battle for money going and I NEED to make sure I was safe and provided for so I pushed myself very hard which caused me to experience a lack thereof. 
There came a point where I got really tired of it and I told the Universe I was done fighting and struggling and that I was ready to surrender, I realized and I felt I couldn’t control anything and I expressed that I was done with it and I was ready to let come to me whatever came my way without forcing anything.
The night after that I felt anxiety and I couldn’t sleep all night, I was in fear to let go of worry and control. This was the masculine energy within me that was in fear of having trust.

Anisha Ana has received important information from Spirit and an explanation to why we all feel this:

“Every person has a belief that they are not going to have enough money. This is something that is programmed deep in our DNA. That is why we attract and experience a lack of financial means or no money at all. What you feel in yourself you send out to the universe : “the law of attraction”.
During my meditation I received information regarding this. It was said that the collective financial situation (lack of money) is a very serious problem. I have noticed that even though people have money they are afraid of not having enough. So it’s not about actually having the money but about feeling it.

I will briefly explain about Lemuria because this deep rooted issue is directly connected with Lemuria. Lemurians have allowed low vibrational beings to enter Lemuria because they had no home. But what happened was that a low consciousness cannot feel or grasp of what heart connection is at all. All that matters for a low consciousness is what they can see with their eyes, there is no deeper connection. There are only superficial perspectives and acts. What they showed me is that these beings have mixed with lemurians and they had children together. Which makes that the connection they had gradually faded because they were no longer pure but mixed with other low vibrational beings that had the DNA coding of unconscious, animal, instinctive, survival beings. These beings have absolutely no connection with their heart or higher self / soul. Now we still carry these energies within us, but what strikes me is that it is the man within us who is bothered by it. The man in us provides the money, the man in us feels guilty and crawls into a corner because it makes him feel ashamed. He still remembers what these energies did and what caused it. Every time I go into my inner man I feel how he is frightened about money matters. The man within must urgently become whole again. Love from the woman within must bring the man healing. I now often hear that it is said that people can no longer bear that they are so deeply in financial trouble. Becoming aware of this is the first important step. It has nothing to do with who you are or how show yourself. First become aware of this inside. Allow healing to happen: express that you open yourself up to allow healing. Punishing oneself because these energies have caused the fall of Lemuria is deeply ingrained within our DNA and everyone carries it within. 
Say to yourself that this is what has happened and that it is enough right now. The man within us no longer needs to suffer as a result. We are done with it. The earth can now heal through us. Because we are Gaia, our body is Gaia, she gave our body to come and heal here on earth what still lives deep inside her and what was once destroyed. To open up an intimate woman to an inner man and vice versa is to open the kundalini fire in yourself. Let life energy flow in these old DNA codes so that these may heal for good. Renewing these cells is what we come to do here.”

Ignite the fire within you!

This is a commissioned higher self drawing that I am allowed to share publicly from a beautiful soul. Let it ignite the fire within you!

“Dearest ones. While you focus upon peace in yourself and finding balance in your energies you mustn’t forget that the fire within you is a part of who you are. Your soul isn’t complete without this fuel that thrives you to explore and to create beyond your comfortzone. As humans you can get too comfortable being in the place that you are right now. You like the easiness and you like the predictability of your situation. But when the fire starts burning within yourself it pushes you to move onward and to explore the unknown and creative side of yourself. This burning passion is ready to be ignited in yourself and you can work with this powerful force that is in your being. You have so many sides to your soul and this one is the element that is to be used when you want to create new beginnings for yourself.
This is the month of fire, the leader, the start of a new adventure of your soul. If you have been postponing the urge from within then this is your sign to get started on something new and doing what comes from your heart.
Let the flame of passion ignite in your heart right now. The element of fire is not only there to burn away the old it is also there to help you move forward and it has its own codes that will help you to activate a part of you that you have been weary to see and to use. Not many of you know the true gift of using this element. But now that you have become aware of it you can make a choice of stepping into this divine flame of creation that you posses. Call upon the element of fire and do not be afraid to use its gifts: it is your true power from within that will rise and make your dreams come into reality. If you have been looking for a way to get started then let this be the way to propel you forward into a new reality. Many gifts and many opportunities are waiting for you to be seen and to be taken but first you must activate all parts of your divine self.
Let this be a gift for yourself and rise above your challenges.”

Message me if you would like a drawing with reading for yourself. ❤️