Last week I have felt a struggle for survival within me. I have always had this energy in me which prevented me to fully trust and let go of financial worry. I have felt the urge to keep the battle for money going and I NEED to make sure I was safe and provided for so I pushed myself very hard which caused me to experience a lack thereof.
There came a point where I got really tired of it and I told the Universe I was done fighting and struggling and that I was ready to surrender, I realized and I felt I couldn’t control anything and I expressed that I was done with it and I was ready to let come to me whatever came my way without forcing anything.
The night after that I felt anxiety and I couldn’t sleep all night, I was in fear to let go of worry and control. This was the masculine energy within me that was in fear of having trust.
Anisha Ana has received important information from Spirit and an explanation to why we all feel this:
“Every person has a belief that they are not going to have enough money. This is something that is programmed deep in our DNA. That is why we attract and experience a lack of financial means or no money at all. What you feel in yourself you send out to the universe : “the law of attraction”.
During my meditation I received information regarding this. It was said that the collective financial situation (lack of money) is a very serious problem. I have noticed that even though people have money they are afraid of not having enough. So it’s not about actually having the money but about feeling it.
I will briefly explain about Lemuria because this deep rooted issue is directly connected with Lemuria. Lemurians have allowed low vibrational beings to enter Lemuria because they had no home. But what happened was that a low consciousness cannot feel or grasp of what heart connection is at all. All that matters for a low consciousness is what they can see with their eyes, there is no deeper connection. There are only superficial perspectives and acts. What they showed me is that these beings have mixed with lemurians and they had children together. Which makes that the connection they had gradually faded because they were no longer pure but mixed with other low vibrational beings that had the DNA coding of unconscious, animal, instinctive, survival beings. These beings have absolutely no connection with their heart or higher self / soul. Now we still carry these energies within us, but what strikes me is that it is the man within us who is bothered by it. The man in us provides the money, the man in us feels guilty and crawls into a corner because it makes him feel ashamed. He still remembers what these energies did and what caused it. Every time I go into my inner man I feel how he is frightened about money matters. The man within must urgently become whole again. Love from the woman within must bring the man healing. I now often hear that it is said that people can no longer bear that they are so deeply in financial trouble. Becoming aware of this is the first important step. It has nothing to do with who you are or how show yourself. First become aware of this inside. Allow healing to happen: express that you open yourself up to allow healing. Punishing oneself because these energies have caused the fall of Lemuria is deeply ingrained within our DNA and everyone carries it within.
Say to yourself that this is what has happened and that it is enough right now. The man within us no longer needs to suffer as a result. We are done with it. The earth can now heal through us. Because we are Gaia, our body is Gaia, she gave our body to come and heal here on earth what still lives deep inside her and what was once destroyed. To open up an intimate woman to an inner man and vice versa is to open the kundalini fire in yourself. Let life energy flow in these old DNA codes so that these may heal for good. Renewing these cells is what we come to do here.”