Feeling judged by others and not being able to speak our truth

What strongly has been coming up for me the past two days is judgement.
It prevents us from fully stepping in our power and speaking our truth. It blocks our voice because we are paralyzed with fear on the inside. We know how others can judge and it makes us feel small and insignificant. We feel ashamed and already wrong before we even expressed ourselves. We are afraid to share our thoughts and feelings publicly and to strangers because we think we will be rejected and attacked for sharing our truth.
When I share my posts I usually get positive responses but sometimes people get triggered by them and jump to conclusions. Yes, even in positive posts people can find something that is speaking to their own pain.
If you feel this way then I want you to know that what you feel is also from past lives where you have been burnt at the stake for being one with nature, killed for being honest, stoned for being a woman, punished for begging for food, silenced for voicing your opinion.
We all carry the codes of humanity in us and we all feel judgement because it is in our cells and passed down to us from our ancestors. The main reason why people feel like they can judge others is because they judge themselves and are too hard on themselves: not feeling worthy enough, not smart enough, not strong enough, not rich enough, not significant enough… Plenty of reasons to not like ourselves and judge ourselves in a such a hard way that we project it onto others.
When people are mean to you and tell you everything you are not then it is THEIR perception and THEIR vision of what you trigger in them. You are a catalyst, you are a teacher to them and what you need to do is stay in your space and let them have their own experience. Kindly send back their energy and focus on your own truth and your own light. Even if it does not resonate with others it is still true and meaningful because what you feel is valid.
This is a lesson for us all: staying in our own light even if we feel judged or attacked. Focus back on our our heart and stay in a compassionate and loving space for ourselves so we can feel this for the ones that we have triggered. It takes practice and we will get triggered to help us be reminded we need to set our boundaries and keep believing that what we have to say and express is in fact just as true as anyone else’s truth.
Be aware of what is your energy and what is somebody else’s and send back their energy with love, compassion and understanding. Let your own truth be a reflection and expression of who you are and love yourself so much that you can rise above the judgement that others are projecting on to you.

I am facing this myself and learning how to speak what I feel despite what others think. Everyone has the right to be in their truth but I have come to understand it is not necessary to agree or to have a discussion and make others understand my truth. Whereas before I would engage and explain what I mean I now see that it is all right to have different opinions and not to understand me. It is all right to be me and it is all right to be you.

I love you all for who you are, even if you trigger me and bring up my own pain. You are my teachers and I value your truth. ❤️

It is time to rise and believe in your power

This is a commissioned drawing that I am allowed to share from a lovely soul sister.

This is Agabeth and she lived as a high priestess in the time of Yeshua. I absolutely love her energy and this message came through very strong, with so much love and at the same time with great power and not a single ounce of doubt about who WE are.

“My dear ones. Humanity has come a far way. It has known many trials and many hardships but it is always evolving even as it seems like it is standing still or even going back in times. Your natural strengths are being reinforced right now. They are becoming more clear and solid within your being. Your bodies are adjusting to the new truth that is emerging inside of you. It is being awakened within you as a fierce lion that is not going to be held back. You may come across resistance from others regarding this new power within yourself. Others are merely playing out another role than you have chosen for yourself. Show them compassion and mercy from within this new power that you have in yourself. You can already feel it.
Those that are awakening to the truth are stronger than ever because they have the knowledge of the universe. Yes, you hold this wisdom in your core and it is now being revealed how powerful you are. You were not ready to believe it before but right now the time has arrived that you can trust that you hold all the knowledge of the universe in your heart and that you have the power to use this. Do not fear that you will be harmed for those that hold the Light are protected by the infinite source of all creation. You did not come on this mission to fail, you did not come here to doubt whether you are worthy enough to hold the Light in your being. You are worthy, you hold the torch so that others can follow your Light. You are all teachers, teachers of love, teachers of the heart. Christ did not come as one man on earth in this time: he came as YOU. You are Christ, you carry his essence and you carry his love. He lives through you, he heals through you, he teaches through you, he laughs through you.. You are the embodiment of the purest light in whole of Creation: you are the Christ Consciousness. Do you understand now how precious you are? Do you understand now how much we all value you from the other side? We do not see you as small lights nor do we think of you any less than the most precious diamond in this existence. It is now time to anchor this truth in your human body and let this information settle into your consciousness. Believe, believe, BELIEVE and LIVE knowing this truth. The time is now, you are ready.”

Alien being speaks on JOY

This is a commissioned drawing that I am allowed to share with approval from a beautiful soul sister.

This message is about joy once again because it is one of the highest frequencies there are. Connecting to this energy will elevate you from the density of this world and it will help you to feel happiness despite what you see around you. Enjoy this transmission and happy connecting!

“Dear brethren, your world is in much uneasiness and is restless in this time. We can see how you are struggling to see beyond what the world is showing you right now. You can get caught up in emotions and in opinions and this can keep you in a lower vibration because of the way that you are thinking. This world had a variety of different energies and the density can pull you down where you can’t see the light and the goodness that life has to offer you. Because life can be so good and life can be so beautiful on your planet. We see miracles happen in your world every day! We look at you and we see how you can enjoy such simple miracles and how you can laugh about the most simple things! Do you remember the last time when you laughed so hard that your belly ached and that you had tears in your eyes? Have you seen a YouTube video of others portraying their silliness so that you can laugh? You have so many gifts that you are given by the Creator and one of them is to laugh just because you can and you may! It is not because you feel that the world is in distress that you should dim your light for it. Au contraire: It is an invitation for you to laugh even more! Does Trump disstress you? Does the news make you sad? Turn it off and focus today on what makes you laugh. When you laugh you let go of judgment, you let go of any pretences and you just fully emerge yourself of being in the moment and it is in this moment that you can fully feel your wholeness. Your power lies in you being able to feel ALL emotions and you can choose which one you feel right now! Yes, you have that power, so use this power right now and go out into the world with a big smile on your face. Today is the day that you decide that joy is what you are, today you laugh about the little things and today you see that life itself is a miracle. Go out, have fun, laugh and play, be the joy that you are inside!”

Alien spirit guide Pantheus about finding joy

This is a spirit guide drawing with this message.

“Greetings earthlings. Remembering your true nature is not easy when you have to deal with so many emotions, but the beauty of having so many emotions as you is that you can choose how you feel every moment of the day. You can feel down one moment but the second moment you can see a beautiful butterfly pass you by and it can bring a smile on your face. Life is all about the small things and how they make you feel. How do you feel when a child smiles at you? How do you feel when you find a penny on the street? What emotion do you get when somebody greets you in the most sincere way? Life is all about the little things! Sometimes you forget this and you get too focused on the big and serious matters of life and although they seem important and like you need to have things going in a straight line the best way to deal with it is to find fun and lightness in the small things. Don’t walk a straight line, take a different road and admire the beauty of spring and of the new life that is growing right now.. Take a route that you normally wouldn’t and look through the eyes of a child when you look around you. Find the joy in the simple things! Smile for no reason, just put on a smile when you go out today like you would put on your shoes. By smiling you are already inviting lightness into your day. By smiling you are acknowledging that there is something to smile for! Look around you now, what do you see? Do you see the sun shining? That is a very good reason to smile!

Dear ones, there is always a reason to smile, you just have to see it again, you just have to open your eyes to what is around you and see that beauty is near you. If it sounds like a challenge right now then I challenge you to find your joy again today. Joy is in you even when you forgot about it. You ARE joy. Your happiness is your strength to get you through the hard times and tough emotions. Feel free, enjoy your day and follow your feelings of gratitude for the small things. Don’t forget to call on your joy guide to help you see the signs that bring you happiness. Ask dear ones, and you will receive.”

The new world you are waiting for is already here

New commissioned higher self drawing with a channeled message for humanity that I am allowed to share from a beautiful soul.

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“The earth that you are longing for and are waiting for has already arrived. The frequency now allows you to reside in the higher vibrations if this is what you wish to feel and many of you have already felt moments of bliss and peace. This is what you call 5D and what others refer to as new earth. You do not need to wait until the whole of humanity chooses to be in this frequency. You have to connect to Gaia and her grounding love to already feel this change in yourself. Still many of you experience a seperation from Gaia and longing for a feeling of unity and peace on earth. But dear ones, this unity is already here and it is your connection to Gaia, the Cosmos and your heart that allows you to feel this. The only reason why you would not experience this feeling is when you are not tuned in to the unconditional love of existence and believe what your eyes are showing you. You have been given the gift of seeing the truth with your minds eye, with your extrasensory abilities and to feel into what the reality is and not the illusion of the matrix. The illusion of the matrix will show you how much pain you have and how this is who you are as a human being on this planet. But this is not the truth, you are not the pain that you carry, you are the light in the human vessel transmitting darkness into unconditional love. But to be able to do this you must see that the darkness within you is a part of the construction here on earth and that you chose to help this darkness be turned into light. You are strong enough to transmute any kind of energy into a rainbow of colors by simply seeing that you do not need to become the pain that you feel but to accept it with unconditional love as a part of your experience here. Accept that it is there and that you feel it but do not become this pain and dwell in this energy. You are all given the support you need to transmute any kind of pain through the help of your angelic guidance. Use this help as it is freely available for you but not until you use your voice and ask for it yourself. This is part of your free will and it is respected and will not be interfered with.

Most of all trust that when you ask for help that you are heard even if you do not see it. Patience, dear ones, it is required to achieve anything you strive for. You are loved and you are always heard.”

Yeshua shares a healing transmission for your heart

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**Portrait of Yeshua**

I made this drawing after connecting with Yeshua and he explained to me that when he was on earth that he went through human emotions just like us. He felt sadness, he has felt anger and dissapointment, he saw injustice done onto others and it affected him.. He laughed, he cried, he loved, he felt joy. He was a man of flesh and blood but because he embodied such a pure essence of the Christ Consciousness he could move beyond these emotions and be so compassionate. He understood the depth of these emotions like nobody else and he saw what kind of wounds these emotional trauma’s caused. He saw people not only as divine souls but he saw them in there humanness with all their pain and all their struggles and he loved them unconditionally because he understood them so deeply. His compassion moves me to tears and his love is so powerful that it is overwhelming to feel. He wants you to feel this deep compassion and unconditional love for you. His love is very personal and is addressed to you who is reading this.
Take a deep breathe in and out and feel his energy in this message.

”My beloved family. Let this transmission be a healing for your heart as all of you have had struggles with receiving love. I see you give yourselves away and I see you making sacrifices that have hurt you and wounded you deeply. I see the parts in you that feel unloved and I feel your pain as it is my own. I have been here with you all of your lives and I have never left your side. I was with you from the moment you were born and I will be with you the moment that you will return to your eternal home. Let me place my hand upon your heart and heal the wound that you have carried for so long. You do not need to continue to carry this by yourself. I have carried the cross but you do not need to carry your burden any longer. I am here for you and I will take away your pain with ease and with gentleness. Leave your worries and your stress behind in my presence. Feel my love pour into your hearts and release it all to me. I love you and I will lighten your hearts so you can see and feel your own reflection in me.”

Angelic downloads

This is commissioned higher self drawing shared with approval.

“The whole Angelic realm is of assistance of your personal transition to the higher dimension. We are all diligintely working with you to help you get through your personal blockages and to release your from your inherited beliefs and old ways of being and doing things. We are helping you to integrate your angelic aspect and with this to help you open up to the angelic frequencies. If you were not aware of this yet then may it be known to you that you are too an angelic being. We have been giving the message that there is no seperation between humanity and the one that you call God and it is so that when there is no seperation that this means you too are God and that you too are an angel. You are creation of all that exists but you are currently residing in the human form in this time. Never before has there been a time where you knew who you were on earth. Your incarnations were about experiencing life from a purely human perspective while now you can live your life from a human perspective with the knowledge of your higher self. As this transition is happening right now you can open your mind more to the truth that you are an angelic being and that your roots go far beyond the time and the dimension that you live in. What I am saying right now will resonate with your heart and it will help you to remember. Allow this information to be taken in through the most intelligent part of your being: your heart. Your heart speaks and your heart thinks as well. Now you can trust the information being downloaded to you. All of your aspects are now speaking to you through your heart. This is why you are feeling a push to move forward and to change. The authenticity in you is becoming more clear and you will feel the need to become more of who you are in the depth of your soul. Breathe in and allow for this information to settle in your being. You are on your path of becoming the truest version of yourself. I love you and I honor you.”