Wisdom From The Heart

Hey beautiful souls!

What’s life if we don’t share ourselves with others, right? I always share my writings in the hopes that it inspires others. So here it goes:

One of the biggest challenges in my life is to allow my emotions to flow. To embody them just as they come. Whether this is anger, sadness, grief, loneliness, whichever is there has the right to be exactly as it is. It has never been easy for me to show my vulnerability because I have always learned to push my emotions away. Far, far away. Embodying my sensitivity and vulnerability is the goal in this life so my whole whole bloodline can heal and can be set free. This has been a challenge for women in many generations as they were made to oppress this crucial part of themselves.

Growing up in a family that was disconnected from their emotions due to survival and trauma I have learned I needed to be just as strong as them. Being emotional has never been something that was seen as strong or beneficial. There was no guidance in how to handle deep emotions so most of the time I was given candy and I would feel happy again without needing to feel all these uncomfortable feelings. It was over in an instant. But where did they go? They certainly didn’t dissapear into the abyss. I locked them away in different parts of my body and it even became cold and icy. My family had absolutely no clue on how to handle anything that was too deep and therefore too painful. But embodying emotions and welcoming sensitivity is the part in me that connects me to the divine feminine energy. I have learned to protect this part and to not show it. This part has always been seen as weakness in my family and so I pushed it so far away that I had oppressed a big part of myself, a very important part.

Now this energy is pushing so hard inside of me that I have no other option than to feel it. Sometimes they make me physically uncomfortable and my heart hurts, or my spine, or my upper back or lower back. It’s a sign for me to go deeper and to let my emotions out. I don’t need to be “strong” and to hold it in anymore and I don’t need to continue this pattern of my family of being tough. It is not the kind of strength that comes from empowerment. But this is something that goes far back in my bloodline where women were forced to take on the masculine role and protect themselves. I came into this life with this energy to help clear the karma that so many generations have carried without being able to free themselves because they never felt safe. There was never a moment they could relax and let their guard down. They couldn’t trust and surrender because the world was simply not a safe place. So their feelings got frozen, their body became a tool to survive, their emotions were not allowed to be.

I am learning how to feel safe in my feminine body, within a world that has been taken over the disconnected masculine energy. It is certainly a challenge to open up parts of myself that have never felt safe in a world that still feels like an unsafe place. There is not one person on this earth that has ever truly felt safe within their whole being because there have been so many conflicts and distortions keeping everyone away from their own essence and under the illusion they were on their own. Earth has been a place where all energies were welcome to be experienced. And so the lower vibrations have taken over where there was no room to feel at peace anymore. Yet this is all changing and I can feel the help of my ancestors and spirit guides right beside me guiding me through it all.
Though it can feel daunting and sometimes like it is taking a long time to get to that place that feels balanced I KNOW it is all shifting as we speak. There are clear signs within me and in our world that there is no more room for these disconnections to occur. It now shows everywhere that the NEW divine feminine energy is rising and that she is taking her place. And for this I am grateful because this power is also awakening with me. It is strong, confident, connected, peaceful, loving, protective, free and empowered.

This divine feminine energy IS so much stronger than we were made to believe. The whole world was asleep while she was gone and illusions have taken place. But with this Goddess energy everything will start to awaken again and everything that can’t support her will dissapear.

Do you feel the divine feminine in yourself too? Do you allow her to come through and take her place in your life?
Once we allow for her grandness to take over there will be peace.

This world WILL know peace and WILL feel love. We just have to allow for her to enter into our life and surrender to her magnificence.

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