Feeling judged by others and not being able to speak our truth

What strongly has been coming up for me the past two days is judgement.
It prevents us from fully stepping in our power and speaking our truth. It blocks our voice because we are paralyzed with fear on the inside. We know how others can judge and it makes us feel small and insignificant. We feel ashamed and already wrong before we even expressed ourselves. We are afraid to share our thoughts and feelings publicly and to strangers because we think we will be rejected and attacked for sharing our truth.
When I share my posts I usually get positive responses but sometimes people get triggered by them and jump to conclusions. Yes, even in positive posts people can find something that is speaking to their own pain.
If you feel this way then I want you to know that what you feel is also from past lives where you have been burnt at the stake for being one with nature, killed for being honest, stoned for being a woman, punished for begging for food, silenced for voicing your opinion.
We all carry the codes of humanity in us and we all feel judgement because it is in our cells and passed down to us from our ancestors. The main reason why people feel like they can judge others is because they judge themselves and are too hard on themselves: not feeling worthy enough, not smart enough, not strong enough, not rich enough, not significant enough… Plenty of reasons to not like ourselves and judge ourselves in a such a hard way that we project it onto others.
When people are mean to you and tell you everything you are not then it is THEIR perception and THEIR vision of what you trigger in them. You are a catalyst, you are a teacher to them and what you need to do is stay in your space and let them have their own experience. Kindly send back their energy and focus on your own truth and your own light. Even if it does not resonate with others it is still true and meaningful because what you feel is valid.
This is a lesson for us all: staying in our own light even if we feel judged or attacked. Focus back on our our heart and stay in a compassionate and loving space for ourselves so we can feel this for the ones that we have triggered. It takes practice and we will get triggered to help us be reminded we need to set our boundaries and keep believing that what we have to say and express is in fact just as true as anyone else’s truth.
Be aware of what is your energy and what is somebody else’s and send back their energy with love, compassion and understanding. Let your own truth be a reflection and expression of who you are and love yourself so much that you can rise above the judgement that others are projecting on to you.

I am facing this myself and learning how to speak what I feel despite what others think. Everyone has the right to be in their truth but I have come to understand it is not necessary to agree or to have a discussion and make others understand my truth. Whereas before I would engage and explain what I mean I now see that it is all right to have different opinions and not to understand me. It is all right to be me and it is all right to be you.

I love you all for who you are, even if you trigger me and bring up my own pain. You are my teachers and I value your truth. ❤️

Judgement towards ourselves

I have felt anger the past few days and judgement towards myself. Heavy emotions that are coming up and I feel pressure inside. I received this message from my higher self when I asked for clarity. At this moment we are going all the way back to Lemuria:

“Because we feel we are not good enough and are not doing well enough , because we want to prove ourselves, because we feel we need to be further than we are right now on our path we are experiencing pressure from within and we suppress our beingness and the qualities that we have. We want to push further and move forward but because we cannot be in the moment and let go we cannot step into our joy and therefore also into abundance. The pressure within to prove ourselves and our worth is too great. We want to show that we are doing the right thing, that we mean well and that we really have good intentions towards others. We no longer look inside but focus on the outside and we judge ourselves on the basis of achieved results and this is where we see failure. We have achieved nothing and we have no evidence of our intentions. This is why we get mad at ourselves and why we feel anger. The intention is there but the outcome has failed, we think.
This is the same thing that happened in Lemuria: the intention was pure but the results failed. There was only chaos and disorder visible through the peaceful and loving actions to the outside. It was not enough to be kind and to be loving. We could no longer remain in our truth and see that the purity of the heart cannot fail. We have lost ourselves in the outer world and have allowed the external chaos to affect our purity. We could not go inside anymore and were forced to see what we had done. We were torn from our truth and we still feel this in our lives right now.

However, the purity of the heart has never disappeared, not even when Lemuria went down. It was time, it was the way it should be. The predictions were there, it was known. The Lemurians knew but could not accept the truth. It is time to face the truth: the purity in the Lemurian heart has never disappeared. Look inside and see your truth. See what you were unable to see then. Go back to your core and see that the truth is greater than the actions from outside. Untouched and unharmed, this is who you are inside.”

Alien being speaks on JOY

This is a commissioned drawing that I am allowed to share with approval from a beautiful soul sister.

This message is about joy once again because it is one of the highest frequencies there are. Connecting to this energy will elevate you from the density of this world and it will help you to feel happiness despite what you see around you. Enjoy this transmission and happy connecting!

“Dear brethren, your world is in much uneasiness and is restless in this time. We can see how you are struggling to see beyond what the world is showing you right now. You can get caught up in emotions and in opinions and this can keep you in a lower vibration because of the way that you are thinking. This world had a variety of different energies and the density can pull you down where you can’t see the light and the goodness that life has to offer you. Because life can be so good and life can be so beautiful on your planet. We see miracles happen in your world every day! We look at you and we see how you can enjoy such simple miracles and how you can laugh about the most simple things! Do you remember the last time when you laughed so hard that your belly ached and that you had tears in your eyes? Have you seen a YouTube video of others portraying their silliness so that you can laugh? You have so many gifts that you are given by the Creator and one of them is to laugh just because you can and you may! It is not because you feel that the world is in distress that you should dim your light for it. Au contraire: It is an invitation for you to laugh even more! Does Trump disstress you? Does the news make you sad? Turn it off and focus today on what makes you laugh. When you laugh you let go of judgment, you let go of any pretences and you just fully emerge yourself of being in the moment and it is in this moment that you can fully feel your wholeness. Your power lies in you being able to feel ALL emotions and you can choose which one you feel right now! Yes, you have that power, so use this power right now and go out into the world with a big smile on your face. Today is the day that you decide that joy is what you are, today you laugh about the little things and today you see that life itself is a miracle. Go out, have fun, laugh and play, be the joy that you are inside!”

Alien spirit guide Pantheus about finding joy

This is a spirit guide drawing with this message.

“Greetings earthlings. Remembering your true nature is not easy when you have to deal with so many emotions, but the beauty of having so many emotions as you is that you can choose how you feel every moment of the day. You can feel down one moment but the second moment you can see a beautiful butterfly pass you by and it can bring a smile on your face. Life is all about the small things and how they make you feel. How do you feel when a child smiles at you? How do you feel when you find a penny on the street? What emotion do you get when somebody greets you in the most sincere way? Life is all about the little things! Sometimes you forget this and you get too focused on the big and serious matters of life and although they seem important and like you need to have things going in a straight line the best way to deal with it is to find fun and lightness in the small things. Don’t walk a straight line, take a different road and admire the beauty of spring and of the new life that is growing right now.. Take a route that you normally wouldn’t and look through the eyes of a child when you look around you. Find the joy in the simple things! Smile for no reason, just put on a smile when you go out today like you would put on your shoes. By smiling you are already inviting lightness into your day. By smiling you are acknowledging that there is something to smile for! Look around you now, what do you see? Do you see the sun shining? That is a very good reason to smile!

Dear ones, there is always a reason to smile, you just have to see it again, you just have to open your eyes to what is around you and see that beauty is near you. If it sounds like a challenge right now then I challenge you to find your joy again today. Joy is in you even when you forgot about it. You ARE joy. Your happiness is your strength to get you through the hard times and tough emotions. Feel free, enjoy your day and follow your feelings of gratitude for the small things. Don’t forget to call on your joy guide to help you see the signs that bring you happiness. Ask dear ones, and you will receive.”

Archangel Azrael is here to help us with our transformation

We are going through some heavy releases and we are being healed and upgraded into a better version of ourselves. One where we are more our higher self and can live in our authenticity without having the fear of showing ourselves anymore. This is a message from AA Azrael.

I do not own the picture.

“Dear souls on earth who volunteered to share their light and love with all in these times of transformation. You came here for an important mission and this is a mission of true honor and love for humanity and all lifes creation. You came here to bring balance in that which is imbalanced within yourself. You came to change your perceptions, your thoughts, your behavior and beliefsystems. You are the ones that volunteered to come and change the old into the new. You are the ones that wanted to be the first to create a change and therefore you are the ones who experience these emotions and changes the heaviest within yourself. When the masculine and féminine energies are being brought in harmony the old way of thinking and feeling must make way for the new to come in. Light cannot take place as long as there is a belief of seperation within yourself. In agreement with your soul you are now ready to receive your own light more into yourself and therefore you are releasing core beliefsystems that no longer are in alignment with the new frequencies. You are now given the opportunity to start believing a new story about yourself, one that you can create yourself and one that can be aligned with who you are as a soul. When the beliefsystems are being cleared you can be overwhelmed with sadness, grief and fear. You might feel hopelessness and no way out but this is because leaving behind a part of something that has been in yourself for so long is painful. You are grieving for your whole bloodline and reliving their pain and their desperation. You chose to transform these fears not only for yourself but also for the future generation. You have a great mission here on earth and you do not need to underestimate the work that you are doing right now even if you feel like you are not doing enough or not contributing to helping others. We are all watching over you and we are all supporting you through your most painful moments. The time of seperation is over but you are in transformation right now for something bigger and something that is in alignment with your soul. I am Azrael and I am with you on this path.”

The new world you are waiting for is already here

New commissioned higher self drawing with a channeled message for humanity that I am allowed to share from a beautiful soul.

To get your own higher self with a personal channeled message contact me through Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/intuitivesoulpaintings or email: grozdanovadana@gmail.com. ❤️

“The earth that you are longing for and are waiting for has already arrived. The frequency now allows you to reside in the higher vibrations if this is what you wish to feel and many of you have already felt moments of bliss and peace. This is what you call 5D and what others refer to as new earth. You do not need to wait until the whole of humanity chooses to be in this frequency. You have to connect to Gaia and her grounding love to already feel this change in yourself. Still many of you experience a seperation from Gaia and longing for a feeling of unity and peace on earth. But dear ones, this unity is already here and it is your connection to Gaia, the Cosmos and your heart that allows you to feel this. The only reason why you would not experience this feeling is when you are not tuned in to the unconditional love of existence and believe what your eyes are showing you. You have been given the gift of seeing the truth with your minds eye, with your extrasensory abilities and to feel into what the reality is and not the illusion of the matrix. The illusion of the matrix will show you how much pain you have and how this is who you are as a human being on this planet. But this is not the truth, you are not the pain that you carry, you are the light in the human vessel transmitting darkness into unconditional love. But to be able to do this you must see that the darkness within you is a part of the construction here on earth and that you chose to help this darkness be turned into light. You are strong enough to transmute any kind of energy into a rainbow of colors by simply seeing that you do not need to become the pain that you feel but to accept it with unconditional love as a part of your experience here. Accept that it is there and that you feel it but do not become this pain and dwell in this energy. You are all given the support you need to transmute any kind of pain through the help of your angelic guidance. Use this help as it is freely available for you but not until you use your voice and ask for it yourself. This is part of your free will and it is respected and will not be interfered with.

Most of all trust that when you ask for help that you are heard even if you do not see it. Patience, dear ones, it is required to achieve anything you strive for. You are loved and you are always heard.”

It is now safe to follow the push of your soul

This is a commissioned higher self drawing shared with approval from a beautiful soul. If you want your own higher self drawing with a channeled message feel free to contact me.

“Dear ones. In your life you are given the ability to make choices for yourself and to pick that what you feel is best for you. Up until now you did not have the sense that you were free in making decisions based on your needs. Often you made choices that were out of alignment with your heart and you let your mind decide for you because of practical reasons and because you were supposed to do this as you were taught your practical needs were more important than your emotional needs. As you are now integrating more or your soul you are starting to feel an urge to create and to follow your feelings. You may call this a gut feeling but this is your soul guiding you to where you need to be. You might feel resistance because you want to proceed to pick the safe way to travel on your journey but now is the time to trust your heart and the push that you feel inside. It is no coincidence that you feel the need to be somewhere or do something even if you do not know what it is. Proceed to take the first step in the direction that makes you happy. You don’t need to drop everything you are doing but do start exploring your options and taking action towards it. The feeling of needing to be somewhere will grow inside of you. You will meet more people that you see that are working towards their goals and passions. These people are there to encourage you. You learn from each other and you support each other just by being YOU. The more you open up yourself and follow your instincts the more you will see how things will come on your path to help you pursue your dream. Even if you are not sure what this yet. Trust that when you follow your heart you are supported. Financially, spiritually, emotionally, mentally. In any way you need it the Universe has got you covered. You might not realize this yet but you have a large team of spirit guides that is not leaving your side. They support you in your endeavours and they encourage you to follow your heart. The time to fear that you will lack anything is over now. They are fears from the past, memories of past lives where you needed to suffer to learn a lesson. These times are over now. The witch hunt is over.. You can relax knowing you are safe and supported. Go on without fears, dear ones, what lives in your heart is your truth and you do not need to fear your truth for you are the voice of the Universe. We love you, we support you.”