Feeling judged by others and not being able to speak our truth

What strongly has been coming up for me the past two days is judgement.
It prevents us from fully stepping in our power and speaking our truth. It blocks our voice because we are paralyzed with fear on the inside. We know how others can judge and it makes us feel small and insignificant. We feel ashamed and already wrong before we even expressed ourselves. We are afraid to share our thoughts and feelings publicly and to strangers because we think we will be rejected and attacked for sharing our truth.
When I share my posts I usually get positive responses but sometimes people get triggered by them and jump to conclusions. Yes, even in positive posts people can find something that is speaking to their own pain.
If you feel this way then I want you to know that what you feel is also from past lives where you have been burnt at the stake for being one with nature, killed for being honest, stoned for being a woman, punished for begging for food, silenced for voicing your opinion.
We all carry the codes of humanity in us and we all feel judgement because it is in our cells and passed down to us from our ancestors. The main reason why people feel like they can judge others is because they judge themselves and are too hard on themselves: not feeling worthy enough, not smart enough, not strong enough, not rich enough, not significant enough… Plenty of reasons to not like ourselves and judge ourselves in a such a hard way that we project it onto others.
When people are mean to you and tell you everything you are not then it is THEIR perception and THEIR vision of what you trigger in them. You are a catalyst, you are a teacher to them and what you need to do is stay in your space and let them have their own experience. Kindly send back their energy and focus on your own truth and your own light. Even if it does not resonate with others it is still true and meaningful because what you feel is valid.
This is a lesson for us all: staying in our own light even if we feel judged or attacked. Focus back on our our heart and stay in a compassionate and loving space for ourselves so we can feel this for the ones that we have triggered. It takes practice and we will get triggered to help us be reminded we need to set our boundaries and keep believing that what we have to say and express is in fact just as true as anyone else’s truth.
Be aware of what is your energy and what is somebody else’s and send back their energy with love, compassion and understanding. Let your own truth be a reflection and expression of who you are and love yourself so much that you can rise above the judgement that others are projecting on to you.

I am facing this myself and learning how to speak what I feel despite what others think. Everyone has the right to be in their truth but I have come to understand it is not necessary to agree or to have a discussion and make others understand my truth. Whereas before I would engage and explain what I mean I now see that it is all right to have different opinions and not to understand me. It is all right to be me and it is all right to be you.

I love you all for who you are, even if you trigger me and bring up my own pain. You are my teachers and I value your truth. ❤️

Dark elf: soul aspect drawing

This is a drawing of my aspect as a dark elf. For a very long time there has been a war between the light and the dark elves where the whole elemental realm was involved. There is a history and story that awaits to be told about it which I hope to share it with you all some day.

There was deep surpressed anger that I have been feeling and this something that I have had all my life. Every time I felt injustice was done, every time I felt I needed to follow somebody else’s rules without seeing the value or point of it I would feel it inside and I a feeling of rage would come up. It is a feeling of being locked up and taken my freedom away and not being heard, not being allowed to voice my truth made me feel less than what I was.
We take on memories and trauma from other lifetimes and other dimensions to release in this lifetime. This was a memory of injustice being done to me as a dark elf. He felt that what happened was unjustified because his kind was banished to the underworld even though they did not do anything wrong. In this life I have a strong connection to the elven and elemental realm. I connected to this aspect and I was able to release and heal this pain. All this aspect needed is acceptance and being heard. Your shadow awaits for you to be acknowledged and to be seen. It doesn’t want to be pushed away or to be labeled as something wrong or evil. When you bring love into this side of yours you will bring balance in yourself which will allow you to use the power of the dark aspect in unity with the light. You will thrive from this unity as you will be able to use your power truly as intended without any fear. No fear for the darkness any longer when you hold love for all that you are.

Expecting miracles

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“My dears, your precious vessel is being cleared out of old programs and beliefsystems that you have taken over from your ancestors. You are not the same person that you were 10 years ago. That which used to hold you back is no longer holding you in the chains of old fears. You are now able to switch swiftly from old ways into a new high vibration. The time has come for you to accept these new changes within your beliefsystems and within your physical experiences. Many of you still have a hard time believing you have come to the point where you now can be yourselves without being judged or without feeling safe. The old paradigm of security and safety is now falling apart completely and within your human vessel you can already feel this. All you need is to accept this new truth and say goodbye to your old way of thinking. There is nothing now holding you back from following your dreams but your own thoughts. So today instead of going back to the way you were, think of all the new possibilities ahead of you. Feel them in your heart because now you are able to feel your power clearly as your biggest fears are removed from your cells. This has been an emotional process as you have been holding a lot of pain from your ancestors and your own karma. But now you are ready, you are ready to take on the next step in your journey as a powerful being. All you need to do is be true to yourself and the Universe will work towards this energy and belief that you have in yourself. The universe is pulled to your heart frequency and when you desire from the heart the universe replies with unconditional love. So expect miracles, dear ones, nothing less than miracles. Go within yourself and feel how you are now freed from any illusionary chains that were put on you. You are free to go the way you need and want to go. Believe this, feel this and know that any pain that you feel right now is making its way out. You are not your pain, you are healed and this is just the beginning for you. Trust dear ones, take the jump into the unknown and see how everything will unfold to you in the most divine way possible.”