Judgement towards ourselves

I have felt anger the past few days and judgement towards myself. Heavy emotions that are coming up and I feel pressure inside. I received this message from my higher self when I asked for clarity. At this moment we are going all the way back to Lemuria:

“Because we feel we are not good enough and are not doing well enough , because we want to prove ourselves, because we feel we need to be further than we are right now on our path we are experiencing pressure from within and we suppress our beingness and the qualities that we have. We want to push further and move forward but because we cannot be in the moment and let go we cannot step into our joy and therefore also into abundance. The pressure within to prove ourselves and our worth is too great. We want to show that we are doing the right thing, that we mean well and that we really have good intentions towards others. We no longer look inside but focus on the outside and we judge ourselves on the basis of achieved results and this is where we see failure. We have achieved nothing and we have no evidence of our intentions. This is why we get mad at ourselves and why we feel anger. The intention is there but the outcome has failed, we think.
This is the same thing that happened in Lemuria: the intention was pure but the results failed. There was only chaos and disorder visible through the peaceful and loving actions to the outside. It was not enough to be kind and to be loving. We could no longer remain in our truth and see that the purity of the heart cannot fail. We have lost ourselves in the outer world and have allowed the external chaos to affect our purity. We could not go inside anymore and were forced to see what we had done. We were torn from our truth and we still feel this in our lives right now.

However, the purity of the heart has never disappeared, not even when Lemuria went down. It was time, it was the way it should be. The predictions were there, it was known. The Lemurians knew but could not accept the truth. It is time to face the truth: the purity in the Lemurian heart has never disappeared. Look inside and see your truth. See what you were unable to see then. Go back to your core and see that the truth is greater than the actions from outside. Untouched and unharmed, this is who you are inside.”

Alien being speaks on JOY

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This message is about joy once again because it is one of the highest frequencies there are. Connecting to this energy will elevate you from the density of this world and it will help you to feel happiness despite what you see around you. Enjoy this transmission and happy connecting!

“Dear brethren, your world is in much uneasiness and is restless in this time. We can see how you are struggling to see beyond what the world is showing you right now. You can get caught up in emotions and in opinions and this can keep you in a lower vibration because of the way that you are thinking. This world had a variety of different energies and the density can pull you down where you can’t see the light and the goodness that life has to offer you. Because life can be so good and life can be so beautiful on your planet. We see miracles happen in your world every day! We look at you and we see how you can enjoy such simple miracles and how you can laugh about the most simple things! Do you remember the last time when you laughed so hard that your belly ached and that you had tears in your eyes? Have you seen a YouTube video of others portraying their silliness so that you can laugh? You have so many gifts that you are given by the Creator and one of them is to laugh just because you can and you may! It is not because you feel that the world is in distress that you should dim your light for it. Au contraire: It is an invitation for you to laugh even more! Does Trump disstress you? Does the news make you sad? Turn it off and focus today on what makes you laugh. When you laugh you let go of judgment, you let go of any pretences and you just fully emerge yourself of being in the moment and it is in this moment that you can fully feel your wholeness. Your power lies in you being able to feel ALL emotions and you can choose which one you feel right now! Yes, you have that power, so use this power right now and go out into the world with a big smile on your face. Today is the day that you decide that joy is what you are, today you laugh about the little things and today you see that life itself is a miracle. Go out, have fun, laugh and play, be the joy that you are inside!”

Yeshua shares a healing transmission for your heart

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**Portrait of Yeshua**

I made this drawing after connecting with Yeshua and he explained to me that when he was on earth that he went through human emotions just like us. He felt sadness, he has felt anger and dissapointment, he saw injustice done onto others and it affected him.. He laughed, he cried, he loved, he felt joy. He was a man of flesh and blood but because he embodied such a pure essence of the Christ Consciousness he could move beyond these emotions and be so compassionate. He understood the depth of these emotions like nobody else and he saw what kind of wounds these emotional trauma’s caused. He saw people not only as divine souls but he saw them in there humanness with all their pain and all their struggles and he loved them unconditionally because he understood them so deeply. His compassion moves me to tears and his love is so powerful that it is overwhelming to feel. He wants you to feel this deep compassion and unconditional love for you. His love is very personal and is addressed to you who is reading this.
Take a deep breathe in and out and feel his energy in this message.

”My beloved family. Let this transmission be a healing for your heart as all of you have had struggles with receiving love. I see you give yourselves away and I see you making sacrifices that have hurt you and wounded you deeply. I see the parts in you that feel unloved and I feel your pain as it is my own. I have been here with you all of your lives and I have never left your side. I was with you from the moment you were born and I will be with you the moment that you will return to your eternal home. Let me place my hand upon your heart and heal the wound that you have carried for so long. You do not need to continue to carry this by yourself. I have carried the cross but you do not need to carry your burden any longer. I am here for you and I will take away your pain with ease and with gentleness. Leave your worries and your stress behind in my presence. Feel my love pour into your hearts and release it all to me. I love you and I will lighten your hearts so you can see and feel your own reflection in me.”

The experience of overwhelming emotions

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This is the channeled message that is for the collective from this higher self:

“You are on a planet where you have a spectrum of emotions. You can feel amazing and you can feel like you have fallen in a pit and cannot get out of it anymore. Earth is the planet that has varieties of emotions and where it is always a surprise in which you will experience next. It is like a roller-coaster of emotions and it can feel dreadful for you to be in an emotion that you do not like. In the higher dimensions we do not experience the overwhelming sensation of emotions as you do on earth. It is always calm and it is always steady.
Those of you who have been on earth before know how to deal with these emotions as you have already experienced a wide variety of them in previous lifetimes. If you are reading this then you are no rookie. You are an experienced soul and this is not a new ride for you even if it feels like you don’t know what you are doing. In reality you have gone through all of these emotions in previous lifetimes and this is also why you can feel them so deep. This is also why you can relate to so many other people that go through their own pain. You can feel others so much better than some because you remember what these emotions are like even if you have not experienced it in this life. Your experience here gives you the opportunity to tap into all that you have been through in your past lives. Although much what you have experienced has been painful it is in your advantage to know what these emotions feel like. You have overcome it before and you can tap into your knowledge on how to best approach the feelings that feel unpleasant. You have a library of experiences within yourself. You call them Akashic Records, but it is simply a record of your own progress in lifetimes. Even if you do not know how to access this information you can simply ask your guidance for it to be shown to you through feelings, sudden thoughts, movies, songs. Ask for insights, dear ones, communicate your needs in this time because the whole universe is listening to you and it replies. Ask for help to assist you out of your pit because you are not meant to sit in despair and to feel lost in your emotions. You already know inside how to handle your deep emotions.. When you feel deep you can fall deep. And when you fall into a collective pit of pain then that is when you can feel lost. But you have always help and guidance that is waiting for you to ask for help. Remember that in order to help you must ask for it and be open to receive it. You are not alone in this and the more you ask the more you will see, feel and receive. “

Dark elf: soul aspect drawing

This is a drawing of my aspect as a dark elf. For a very long time there has been a war between the light and the dark elves where the whole elemental realm was involved. There is a history and story that awaits to be told about it which I hope to share it with you all some day.

There was deep surpressed anger that I have been feeling and this something that I have had all my life. Every time I felt injustice was done, every time I felt I needed to follow somebody else’s rules without seeing the value or point of it I would feel it inside and I a feeling of rage would come up. It is a feeling of being locked up and taken my freedom away and not being heard, not being allowed to voice my truth made me feel less than what I was.
We take on memories and trauma from other lifetimes and other dimensions to release in this lifetime. This was a memory of injustice being done to me as a dark elf. He felt that what happened was unjustified because his kind was banished to the underworld even though they did not do anything wrong. In this life I have a strong connection to the elven and elemental realm. I connected to this aspect and I was able to release and heal this pain. All this aspect needed is acceptance and being heard. Your shadow awaits for you to be acknowledged and to be seen. It doesn’t want to be pushed away or to be labeled as something wrong or evil. When you bring love into this side of yours you will bring balance in yourself which will allow you to use the power of the dark aspect in unity with the light. You will thrive from this unity as you will be able to use your power truly as intended without any fear. No fear for the darkness any longer when you hold love for all that you are.

Using all your senses

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“Now as your senses are opening up and as you are able to see from different perspectives and from a broader view it is time for you to look beyond how things may appear to you. As you use your extra senses you will be able to identify situations through a different feeling, one where before you would not have been able to do so. I suggest that you try out these new activations within your body and that you use these to see what is most beneficial for you to do at this time. Your third eye will allow you to see things in a more clear way as your heart will guide you through a knowing that is so strong you will not be able to deny it. You will receive images and ‘random’ thoughts will come up for you as guidance. You are already feeling these new changes and activations but now you can also work with them and train yourself to recognize these not so random signs within yourself. Open yourself and play with these gifts as they are here for you to be of help and guide you on your way. Many of you have asked for these gifts but many do not realize you already posses them. You brush them off as simply a thought or a silly idea. But now I am asking you to open yourself more to the magical gifts within yourself. That which you think is silly is the whisper of the Universe providing with what you asked for. When you ask for guidance, dear ones, be open to receive the signs. Each of you receives guidance and each of you receives it equally as strong but not all see the signs and not all feel the nudge of Spirit because you do not believe your own thoughts, visions and inner knowing. Today start believing in yourself and that you too can hear and see all that you need. You are just as magical as you think of others, now you can believe this of yourself. Watch out for the signs today, pay attention to what you see, hear and feel. Listen to your senses for they will always tell you the truth.”

Expecting miracles

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“My dears, your precious vessel is being cleared out of old programs and beliefsystems that you have taken over from your ancestors. You are not the same person that you were 10 years ago. That which used to hold you back is no longer holding you in the chains of old fears. You are now able to switch swiftly from old ways into a new high vibration. The time has come for you to accept these new changes within your beliefsystems and within your physical experiences. Many of you still have a hard time believing you have come to the point where you now can be yourselves without being judged or without feeling safe. The old paradigm of security and safety is now falling apart completely and within your human vessel you can already feel this. All you need is to accept this new truth and say goodbye to your old way of thinking. There is nothing now holding you back from following your dreams but your own thoughts. So today instead of going back to the way you were, think of all the new possibilities ahead of you. Feel them in your heart because now you are able to feel your power clearly as your biggest fears are removed from your cells. This has been an emotional process as you have been holding a lot of pain from your ancestors and your own karma. But now you are ready, you are ready to take on the next step in your journey as a powerful being. All you need to do is be true to yourself and the Universe will work towards this energy and belief that you have in yourself. The universe is pulled to your heart frequency and when you desire from the heart the universe replies with unconditional love. So expect miracles, dear ones, nothing less than miracles. Go within yourself and feel how you are now freed from any illusionary chains that were put on you. You are free to go the way you need and want to go. Believe this, feel this and know that any pain that you feel right now is making its way out. You are not your pain, you are healed and this is just the beginning for you. Trust dear ones, take the jump into the unknown and see how everything will unfold to you in the most divine way possible.”