Judgement towards ourselves

I have felt anger the past few days and judgement towards myself. Heavy emotions that are coming up and I feel pressure inside. I received this message from my higher self when I asked for clarity. At this moment we are going all the way back to Lemuria:

“Because we feel we are not good enough and are not doing well enough , because we want to prove ourselves, because we feel we need to be further than we are right now on our path we are experiencing pressure from within and we suppress our beingness and the qualities that we have. We want to push further and move forward but because we cannot be in the moment and let go we cannot step into our joy and therefore also into abundance. The pressure within to prove ourselves and our worth is too great. We want to show that we are doing the right thing, that we mean well and that we really have good intentions towards others. We no longer look inside but focus on the outside and we judge ourselves on the basis of achieved results and this is where we see failure. We have achieved nothing and we have no evidence of our intentions. This is why we get mad at ourselves and why we feel anger. The intention is there but the outcome has failed, we think.
This is the same thing that happened in Lemuria: the intention was pure but the results failed. There was only chaos and disorder visible through the peaceful and loving actions to the outside. It was not enough to be kind and to be loving. We could no longer remain in our truth and see that the purity of the heart cannot fail. We have lost ourselves in the outer world and have allowed the external chaos to affect our purity. We could not go inside anymore and were forced to see what we had done. We were torn from our truth and we still feel this in our lives right now.

However, the purity of the heart has never disappeared, not even when Lemuria went down. It was time, it was the way it should be. The predictions were there, it was known. The Lemurians knew but could not accept the truth. It is time to face the truth: the purity in the Lemurian heart has never disappeared. Look inside and see your truth. See what you were unable to see then. Go back to your core and see that the truth is greater than the actions from outside. Untouched and unharmed, this is who you are inside.”

A time to celebrate: rapid changes and rebirth

A new commissioned twinflame drawing that I am sharing with approval from a soul sister. ❤️

“Dear ones. These are the times to celebrate. This year is of new beginnings, the new you, the new world, your new perspective on who you are and who you have come to be. These are the times of rapid changes, things are moving like they have never before and you are in the midst of an exciting adventure. Know that when things seem to be at it worst it is going to be rewarded as you have never imagined before. Your pain and your tears haven’t been for nothing. You are all being birthed into a new world with a new awareness and into a new you. You are taking of the old and the worn off. It can hurt departing with what has been comfortable and familiar but this isn’t how it is always going to be. The most painful is now over! What is to come is yet a discovery for you but one which is full with wonders! You will receive personal information that will help you move forward and grow in the direction you require to be. You set out this plan for yourself and your full awakening will be worth what you are experiencing right now. Do not be stuck in the moment because you cannot foresee what your future holds and because you do not know which step you need to take next. Dear ones, you are exactly where you need to be right now. Look at yourself 6 months ago, can you not see how much you have grown in this short time? Do you not believe that in the next few months you will experience twice as much as you did last year? You are not aware of the movement the energy is making within you and what an impact your presence is making in this world. The slightest change in you affects the collective and when one of you heals all of you feel the effects of this. So hooray for those who are releasing and healing because you are helping the rest of the world with your dedication and love. You affect those that are not awakened simply by being you. By resting, meditating, singing, dancing, relaxing, even crying and allowing yourself to feel what is coming to surface you are changing the energy all around you. So do not underestimate your presence here on earth. You are doing the work without having to physically make an effort. You do not need to push yourself, you do not need to worry you are not where you need to be, you can take a deep breath in and out and know that you are doing important work for the collective as you are growing inside and expanding your awareness which all of the world can benefit from. Let go, dear ones, let go of the pressure you give yourself as we see you struggle and being dissatisfied with your own progress. Your progress is as it should be. Trust and let go. Relax and trust your spirit guide team to lead you where you need to go. Above all: trust yourself and your process. You are changing the world, be aware of this, dear ones, as this mission is one of your greatest.”

It is time to rise and believe in your power

This is a commissioned drawing that I am allowed to share from a lovely soul sister.

This is Agabeth and she lived as a high priestess in the time of Yeshua. I absolutely love her energy and this message came through very strong, with so much love and at the same time with great power and not a single ounce of doubt about who WE are.

“My dear ones. Humanity has come a far way. It has known many trials and many hardships but it is always evolving even as it seems like it is standing still or even going back in times. Your natural strengths are being reinforced right now. They are becoming more clear and solid within your being. Your bodies are adjusting to the new truth that is emerging inside of you. It is being awakened within you as a fierce lion that is not going to be held back. You may come across resistance from others regarding this new power within yourself. Others are merely playing out another role than you have chosen for yourself. Show them compassion and mercy from within this new power that you have in yourself. You can already feel it.
Those that are awakening to the truth are stronger than ever because they have the knowledge of the universe. Yes, you hold this wisdom in your core and it is now being revealed how powerful you are. You were not ready to believe it before but right now the time has arrived that you can trust that you hold all the knowledge of the universe in your heart and that you have the power to use this. Do not fear that you will be harmed for those that hold the Light are protected by the infinite source of all creation. You did not come on this mission to fail, you did not come here to doubt whether you are worthy enough to hold the Light in your being. You are worthy, you hold the torch so that others can follow your Light. You are all teachers, teachers of love, teachers of the heart. Christ did not come as one man on earth in this time: he came as YOU. You are Christ, you carry his essence and you carry his love. He lives through you, he heals through you, he teaches through you, he laughs through you.. You are the embodiment of the purest light in whole of Creation: you are the Christ Consciousness. Do you understand now how precious you are? Do you understand now how much we all value you from the other side? We do not see you as small lights nor do we think of you any less than the most precious diamond in this existence. It is now time to anchor this truth in your human body and let this information settle into your consciousness. Believe, believe, BELIEVE and LIVE knowing this truth. The time is now, you are ready.”

Alien being speaks on JOY

This is a commissioned drawing that I am allowed to share with approval from a beautiful soul sister.

This message is about joy once again because it is one of the highest frequencies there are. Connecting to this energy will elevate you from the density of this world and it will help you to feel happiness despite what you see around you. Enjoy this transmission and happy connecting!

“Dear brethren, your world is in much uneasiness and is restless in this time. We can see how you are struggling to see beyond what the world is showing you right now. You can get caught up in emotions and in opinions and this can keep you in a lower vibration because of the way that you are thinking. This world had a variety of different energies and the density can pull you down where you can’t see the light and the goodness that life has to offer you. Because life can be so good and life can be so beautiful on your planet. We see miracles happen in your world every day! We look at you and we see how you can enjoy such simple miracles and how you can laugh about the most simple things! Do you remember the last time when you laughed so hard that your belly ached and that you had tears in your eyes? Have you seen a YouTube video of others portraying their silliness so that you can laugh? You have so many gifts that you are given by the Creator and one of them is to laugh just because you can and you may! It is not because you feel that the world is in distress that you should dim your light for it. Au contraire: It is an invitation for you to laugh even more! Does Trump disstress you? Does the news make you sad? Turn it off and focus today on what makes you laugh. When you laugh you let go of judgment, you let go of any pretences and you just fully emerge yourself of being in the moment and it is in this moment that you can fully feel your wholeness. Your power lies in you being able to feel ALL emotions and you can choose which one you feel right now! Yes, you have that power, so use this power right now and go out into the world with a big smile on your face. Today is the day that you decide that joy is what you are, today you laugh about the little things and today you see that life itself is a miracle. Go out, have fun, laugh and play, be the joy that you are inside!”

Archangel Azrael is here to help us with our transformation

We are going through some heavy releases and we are being healed and upgraded into a better version of ourselves. One where we are more our higher self and can live in our authenticity without having the fear of showing ourselves anymore. This is a message from AA Azrael.

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“Dear souls on earth who volunteered to share their light and love with all in these times of transformation. You came here for an important mission and this is a mission of true honor and love for humanity and all lifes creation. You came here to bring balance in that which is imbalanced within yourself. You came to change your perceptions, your thoughts, your behavior and beliefsystems. You are the ones that volunteered to come and change the old into the new. You are the ones that wanted to be the first to create a change and therefore you are the ones who experience these emotions and changes the heaviest within yourself. When the masculine and féminine energies are being brought in harmony the old way of thinking and feeling must make way for the new to come in. Light cannot take place as long as there is a belief of seperation within yourself. In agreement with your soul you are now ready to receive your own light more into yourself and therefore you are releasing core beliefsystems that no longer are in alignment with the new frequencies. You are now given the opportunity to start believing a new story about yourself, one that you can create yourself and one that can be aligned with who you are as a soul. When the beliefsystems are being cleared you can be overwhelmed with sadness, grief and fear. You might feel hopelessness and no way out but this is because leaving behind a part of something that has been in yourself for so long is painful. You are grieving for your whole bloodline and reliving their pain and their desperation. You chose to transform these fears not only for yourself but also for the future generation. You have a great mission here on earth and you do not need to underestimate the work that you are doing right now even if you feel like you are not doing enough or not contributing to helping others. We are all watching over you and we are all supporting you through your most painful moments. The time of seperation is over but you are in transformation right now for something bigger and something that is in alignment with your soul. I am Azrael and I am with you on this path.”

The new divine feminine

After feeling heavy energies with the full moon I asked for the new divine feminine to show herself and let her energy be felt. We are balancing the masculine and feminine now and the old is leaving so, it is time to fully accept this new power of the divine feminine. She is not afraid to be heard, seen, show herself and stand in her power. While I was drawing I realized it was my own soul that came forward, she is the new divine feminine in me and she is making herself present in everything I do more and more every day. I am also feeling a strong energy of Mary Magdalene in this drawing. Connect to her energy and you will be able to feel her power.

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“My dear ones. The time of hesitation and doubt is now over. It is time for you to stand up in your truth and no longer let others speak for you. You are finding your voice again. That voice that has often been oppressed and made to believe that it was not important. I am here to tell you now that you can rise and that to see that you feel is nothing more than a memory of the past. You are all being cleared of past trauma’s and using your voice has been a significant painful memory for you. Your ancestors and your whole bloodline is being cleared and those that had no voice to speak are now going to be able to speak through you. The ancestors that were brave and that stood up for themselves are now going to help you to speak and stand in your truth. The family you were born in is not a coincidence, you chose in this lifetime to help and clear the karma in the bloodline so that the future generation will not have to endure the difficulties that you have gone through. You chose to clean and clear it for your children. You are the brave ones because you chose to relive the memories of your ancestors and this is why you are feeling all that is coming up right now. Do not take these emotions personal and as a part of who you are. They are part of the past and underneath that is the real you. This real you is a warrior that has no fear of being authentic and speaking up. The real you wears a crown and is not afraid to show it. This kind of power is not to be shunned, it is to be shared. You are a leader and a leader is one that creates others to lead. I am here to let you know that you can now speak out who you are, speak it loud and clear so that all can hear you. Don’t fear for I will hold your hand and help you rise. Dear one, who is reading this right now, put your hand on your throat and feel the blue color and power gently running through your throat chakra. Feel the truth of your voice, the truth of your soul wanting to come out in its authenticity. I love you and you are loved beyond measure in all of who you are.”

Yeshua shares a healing transmission for your heart

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**Portrait of Yeshua**

I made this drawing after connecting with Yeshua and he explained to me that when he was on earth that he went through human emotions just like us. He felt sadness, he has felt anger and dissapointment, he saw injustice done onto others and it affected him.. He laughed, he cried, he loved, he felt joy. He was a man of flesh and blood but because he embodied such a pure essence of the Christ Consciousness he could move beyond these emotions and be so compassionate. He understood the depth of these emotions like nobody else and he saw what kind of wounds these emotional trauma’s caused. He saw people not only as divine souls but he saw them in there humanness with all their pain and all their struggles and he loved them unconditionally because he understood them so deeply. His compassion moves me to tears and his love is so powerful that it is overwhelming to feel. He wants you to feel this deep compassion and unconditional love for you. His love is very personal and is addressed to you who is reading this.
Take a deep breathe in and out and feel his energy in this message.

”My beloved family. Let this transmission be a healing for your heart as all of you have had struggles with receiving love. I see you give yourselves away and I see you making sacrifices that have hurt you and wounded you deeply. I see the parts in you that feel unloved and I feel your pain as it is my own. I have been here with you all of your lives and I have never left your side. I was with you from the moment you were born and I will be with you the moment that you will return to your eternal home. Let me place my hand upon your heart and heal the wound that you have carried for so long. You do not need to continue to carry this by yourself. I have carried the cross but you do not need to carry your burden any longer. I am here for you and I will take away your pain with ease and with gentleness. Leave your worries and your stress behind in my presence. Feel my love pour into your hearts and release it all to me. I love you and I will lighten your hearts so you can see and feel your own reflection in me.”