Accepting your body and your sexuality

This is a commissioned twinflame drawing that I am allowed to share from a beautiful soul. Acceptance of the body and our sexuality.

“Dear beautiful souls.Today’s message is not only about the beauty of your soul but it is also the beauty of your body. You often strive for more and for better, to improve yourselves and to grow and to become a better version of who you are. You are wanting to see change within and you want to see change without. Many of you who look in the mirror do not like what they see because you have a hard time accepting how you look like: your hair isn’t perfect, your skin isn’t flawless, your nose is too small or too big, you weigh too much or you do not weigh enough. You compare yourselves to others and try to measure up to standards that you cannot achieve and you are not meant to.
Look at yourself in the mirror and love every part of yourself as you would love a child. Those scars, rimples, imperfections that your body has is all a true gift as Gaia has gifted you this vessel to experience your journey in on life. Going within does not only mean that you have to feel the peace in yourself it also means that you have to accept and love who you are on the outside as well.
Have you taken care of yourself lately? Have you done what makes you like the woman or the man that you are? Your soul has no gender but your body has. Have you lately felt these traits in yourself and have you listened to the needs of your body? Have you fully embraced your feminine / masculine qualities? What you bring out to the outside is a reflection of what you feel inside.
Many of you have a hard time embracing your sexuality and bringing out the sensuality that you have in you. It is still considered to be wrong to be a sexual being and those who express themselves in this way are still frowned upon and judged. To change this you must first embrace that you are a sexual being and that on earth this is a true gift. You get to experience love through physical interaction which allows you to be connected to the Universal energy in the most exquisite and magical way. Love is extatic, love is magic, love is Life and you came to experience this on a deeper level than ever before.

Dear ones, you are allowed to accept this energy as this is the pure Source energy expressing itself through your body and soul. It is an essential part of your experience as you came to accept all parts of your human self and with this energy you can create magic, abundance and most of all deep and unconditional for yourself and for everyone around you. Acceptance of yourself as a pure and sexual being will help you to overcome any feelings of shame and guilt regarding this. You are loved by the Universe because you ARE the universe. Accept yourself as we all accept you in all your marvelous aspects.”

Goddess Galacia about embracing the masculine within yourself

This is a commissioned drawing shared with approval.

“Beloved ones. It is now time for you to embrace the power of the masculine within yourself. For centuries you have feared this power and you have felt pain and rejection from this force. You were taught to fear this magnificent strength and power. You have experienced so much and so deep that you have come to believe that this power within yourself is not to be trusted. But dear ones, this power is not to be feared anymore. It is to be embraced and to be loved as a part of your wholeness. You can not function fully in your wholeness without this strength. You cannot ground, manifest or feel safe and protected when you do not allow the masculine within yourself to take care of you and love you. The masculine cannot function as a full force of love and protection if it is not accepted by you as a worthy equal partner. The masculine within yourself wants to rise and wants to embrace you with unconditional love and at the same time he wants to open his wings and surround you in them so that you feel safe and protected. He wishes to be invited again into your heart so that you can feel his love and the wholeness within yourself. He is your loyal partner and he is the one that will hold you up so you can reach for the stars above and the galaxies beyond. You do not see his true power yet and when you will you will rise as you have never seen and expected before. Rise feminine with the masculine as your equal.”

Dark elf: soul aspect drawing

This is a drawing of my aspect as a dark elf. For a very long time there has been a war between the light and the dark elves where the whole elemental realm was involved. There is a history and story that awaits to be told about it which I hope to share it with you all some day.

There was deep surpressed anger that I have been feeling and this something that I have had all my life. Every time I felt injustice was done, every time I felt I needed to follow somebody else’s rules without seeing the value or point of it I would feel it inside and I a feeling of rage would come up. It is a feeling of being locked up and taken my freedom away and not being heard, not being allowed to voice my truth made me feel less than what I was.
We take on memories and trauma from other lifetimes and other dimensions to release in this lifetime. This was a memory of injustice being done to me as a dark elf. He felt that what happened was unjustified because his kind was banished to the underworld even though they did not do anything wrong. In this life I have a strong connection to the elven and elemental realm. I connected to this aspect and I was able to release and heal this pain. All this aspect needed is acceptance and being heard. Your shadow awaits for you to be acknowledged and to be seen. It doesn’t want to be pushed away or to be labeled as something wrong or evil. When you bring love into this side of yours you will bring balance in yourself which will allow you to use the power of the dark aspect in unity with the light. You will thrive from this unity as you will be able to use your power truly as intended without any fear. No fear for the darkness any longer when you hold love for all that you are.

Embracing love fully by accepting and integrating your own dark aspects

I have been working on accepting parts of myself that I don’t like and have felt ashamed of. I didn’t acknowledge them as a part of my being and how I was created. I realized I wanted to fit into a certain image thinking that I need to be a certain way to be accepted. We all want to fit in and have a sense of belonging and loved by the people that we love too.

I have say that I did not realize I felt this way. This was something that I was unaware of but it was dwelling in my subconsciousness. Lately I have been feeling a little down emotionally and my guides told me that I needed to believe in love in all its imperfections. Love isn’t about only loving the good side, it is also about loving the ugly side. And until I love my own ugly side I can’t fully embrace what love is in all its glory. Because love doesn’t choose what it loves, it just does. So I made the decision to embrace what I thought was wrong about me. I completely opened myself up to love all my flaws because they too are a creation of the Universe and hold unconditional love. I felt a strong urge to draw my dark aspect.. She will help me to integrate all of what I do not love about myself and did not want to see. She might be my dark aspect, but she is me and I fully embrace it with love. I am sharing this drawing and message with you and I hope you too can accept all of who you are.. The good, the bad and the ugly.

Her name is Audarian and this is her message:

“Integration of your own aspects aren’t only those of the light side of your soul. In order to be in balance you must also accept your shadow side. By facing your own fears and by looking at the emotions and traits you don’t like about yourself you will be able to love yourself fully because you can only feel the wholeness within yourself when you embrace ALL of your aspects: those that you love and those that you don’t.
Take a deeper look into yourself and ask yourself what it is that you don’t like about yourself. What are you ashamed of? Do you feel guilt or do you feel jealousy? Do you feel shame? How do you feel about your sexuality, have you been promiscuous? Have you betrayed others? Have you cheated? Have you lied? Have you manipulated others to get your way?
It easy to see what others have done unto you but it takes courage and awareness to see that you too have done what has been done on to you. Life is a circle, all what you are currently experiencing in your life you have gone through in another lifetime doing on to others.
Every soul that chooses to incarnate has at some point misused the power they were given in previous lifetimes, but also in this lifetime. Experiences always go both way: one time you are the villain and the other time you are the victim. One time you are a Saint and the other time you are a sinner. In order for you to see yourself as Love you also need to see that every experience that you have had as a human being came from a place of love. This means that every painful act that you have caused and have gone through was created so that you could see and feel the love even deeper than ever before. Now in this lifetime you are given the opportunity to see that even in pain there is love. This requires for you to accept that there is in fact no duality in love because darkness is a part of love. It is a part of the wholeness within you. Darkness and light are not seperate: they are One. This is a truth that exists in each and one of you. When you are ready to accept that your own darkness is in fact love too you will feel wholeness, acceptance, peace, joy and freedom in every aspect of your life. Nothing from the outside will scare you because you will know the truth that light and darkness are in perfect balance within yourself. Shadows are not to be feared, they are to be accepted as a part of your existence. You were created in the image of perfection and this consists of ALL that you are.”