Use your experience from previous lifetimes to unlock your gifts

This is a commissioned higher self drawing that I am allowed to share from a wonderful sister.

“Beloved ones. At this point on earth many clearings are occurring within Gaia. As she chose to rise and to clear herself from the lower frequencies your bodies are being purified from lower energies and from old programming that has been within your cells from beginning of the creation of earth. Through out history you have played many roles on earth and all of these memories remain in your cells. You have been the villain and you have also been the victim. You have played many roles and you chose this so that in this lifetime you could use this great knowledge to rise above the illusion and the pain that you are experiencing. You chose your lessons carefully and with great thought so that in this lifetime you can use your experience and use the talents you acquired from previous lifetimes. This is why you get confused and do not know what talents you have because you seem to have several but feel you are not good enough to choose one. In this lifetime you can tap into any talent that you want from previous lifetimes, so it is not just one gift that you have, you can choose from many and you do not need to worry you will miss your purpose if you choose the wrong one. You simply cannot go wrong when you do it from a place of passion and love in whichever talent you choose. All of you posses several unique abilities. Tap into this because this is a skill that you already perfected in a previous life. The knowledge and skills are accessable to you in this lifetime as there is no more veil covering your memory regarding this. All you have to do is ask for your skills to be brought into a remembering in your cellular memory and allow to receive the information.
You have access to it all, dear ones. All past lives are yours to explore and to use right now. This is the time to remember as Gaia is ascending and you are feeling and sensing more than ever before. Use your intuition and start exploring all your options more and deeper. You can choose the life you have, you are the creator and you have thousands years of experience, do not forget this and have fun remembering who you are.”

Accepting your body and your sexuality

This is a commissioned twinflame drawing that I am allowed to share from a beautiful soul. Acceptance of the body and our sexuality.

“Dear beautiful souls.Today’s message is not only about the beauty of your soul but it is also the beauty of your body. You often strive for more and for better, to improve yourselves and to grow and to become a better version of who you are. You are wanting to see change within and you want to see change without. Many of you who look in the mirror do not like what they see because you have a hard time accepting how you look like: your hair isn’t perfect, your skin isn’t flawless, your nose is too small or too big, you weigh too much or you do not weigh enough. You compare yourselves to others and try to measure up to standards that you cannot achieve and you are not meant to.
Look at yourself in the mirror and love every part of yourself as you would love a child. Those scars, rimples, imperfections that your body has is all a true gift as Gaia has gifted you this vessel to experience your journey in on life. Going within does not only mean that you have to feel the peace in yourself it also means that you have to accept and love who you are on the outside as well.
Have you taken care of yourself lately? Have you done what makes you like the woman or the man that you are? Your soul has no gender but your body has. Have you lately felt these traits in yourself and have you listened to the needs of your body? Have you fully embraced your feminine / masculine qualities? What you bring out to the outside is a reflection of what you feel inside.
Many of you have a hard time embracing your sexuality and bringing out the sensuality that you have in you. It is still considered to be wrong to be a sexual being and those who express themselves in this way are still frowned upon and judged. To change this you must first embrace that you are a sexual being and that on earth this is a true gift. You get to experience love through physical interaction which allows you to be connected to the Universal energy in the most exquisite and magical way. Love is extatic, love is magic, love is Life and you came to experience this on a deeper level than ever before.

Dear ones, you are allowed to accept this energy as this is the pure Source energy expressing itself through your body and soul. It is an essential part of your experience as you came to accept all parts of your human self and with this energy you can create magic, abundance and most of all deep and unconditional for yourself and for everyone around you. Acceptance of yourself as a pure and sexual being will help you to overcome any feelings of shame and guilt regarding this. You are loved by the Universe because you ARE the universe. Accept yourself as we all accept you in all your marvelous aspects.”

Feeling judged by others and not being able to speak our truth

What strongly has been coming up for me the past two days is judgement.
It prevents us from fully stepping in our power and speaking our truth. It blocks our voice because we are paralyzed with fear on the inside. We know how others can judge and it makes us feel small and insignificant. We feel ashamed and already wrong before we even expressed ourselves. We are afraid to share our thoughts and feelings publicly and to strangers because we think we will be rejected and attacked for sharing our truth.
When I share my posts I usually get positive responses but sometimes people get triggered by them and jump to conclusions. Yes, even in positive posts people can find something that is speaking to their own pain.
If you feel this way then I want you to know that what you feel is also from past lives where you have been burnt at the stake for being one with nature, killed for being honest, stoned for being a woman, punished for begging for food, silenced for voicing your opinion.
We all carry the codes of humanity in us and we all feel judgement because it is in our cells and passed down to us from our ancestors. The main reason why people feel like they can judge others is because they judge themselves and are too hard on themselves: not feeling worthy enough, not smart enough, not strong enough, not rich enough, not significant enough… Plenty of reasons to not like ourselves and judge ourselves in a such a hard way that we project it onto others.
When people are mean to you and tell you everything you are not then it is THEIR perception and THEIR vision of what you trigger in them. You are a catalyst, you are a teacher to them and what you need to do is stay in your space and let them have their own experience. Kindly send back their energy and focus on your own truth and your own light. Even if it does not resonate with others it is still true and meaningful because what you feel is valid.
This is a lesson for us all: staying in our own light even if we feel judged or attacked. Focus back on our our heart and stay in a compassionate and loving space for ourselves so we can feel this for the ones that we have triggered. It takes practice and we will get triggered to help us be reminded we need to set our boundaries and keep believing that what we have to say and express is in fact just as true as anyone else’s truth.
Be aware of what is your energy and what is somebody else’s and send back their energy with love, compassion and understanding. Let your own truth be a reflection and expression of who you are and love yourself so much that you can rise above the judgement that others are projecting on to you.

I am facing this myself and learning how to speak what I feel despite what others think. Everyone has the right to be in their truth but I have come to understand it is not necessary to agree or to have a discussion and make others understand my truth. Whereas before I would engage and explain what I mean I now see that it is all right to have different opinions and not to understand me. It is all right to be me and it is all right to be you.

I love you all for who you are, even if you trigger me and bring up my own pain. You are my teachers and I value your truth. ❤️

A time to celebrate: rapid changes and rebirth

A new commissioned twinflame drawing that I am sharing with approval from a soul sister. ❤️

“Dear ones. These are the times to celebrate. This year is of new beginnings, the new you, the new world, your new perspective on who you are and who you have come to be. These are the times of rapid changes, things are moving like they have never before and you are in the midst of an exciting adventure. Know that when things seem to be at it worst it is going to be rewarded as you have never imagined before. Your pain and your tears haven’t been for nothing. You are all being birthed into a new world with a new awareness and into a new you. You are taking of the old and the worn off. It can hurt departing with what has been comfortable and familiar but this isn’t how it is always going to be. The most painful is now over! What is to come is yet a discovery for you but one which is full with wonders! You will receive personal information that will help you move forward and grow in the direction you require to be. You set out this plan for yourself and your full awakening will be worth what you are experiencing right now. Do not be stuck in the moment because you cannot foresee what your future holds and because you do not know which step you need to take next. Dear ones, you are exactly where you need to be right now. Look at yourself 6 months ago, can you not see how much you have grown in this short time? Do you not believe that in the next few months you will experience twice as much as you did last year? You are not aware of the movement the energy is making within you and what an impact your presence is making in this world. The slightest change in you affects the collective and when one of you heals all of you feel the effects of this. So hooray for those who are releasing and healing because you are helping the rest of the world with your dedication and love. You affect those that are not awakened simply by being you. By resting, meditating, singing, dancing, relaxing, even crying and allowing yourself to feel what is coming to surface you are changing the energy all around you. So do not underestimate your presence here on earth. You are doing the work without having to physically make an effort. You do not need to push yourself, you do not need to worry you are not where you need to be, you can take a deep breath in and out and know that you are doing important work for the collective as you are growing inside and expanding your awareness which all of the world can benefit from. Let go, dear ones, let go of the pressure you give yourself as we see you struggle and being dissatisfied with your own progress. Your progress is as it should be. Trust and let go. Relax and trust your spirit guide team to lead you where you need to go. Above all: trust yourself and your process. You are changing the world, be aware of this, dear ones, as this mission is one of your greatest.”

It is time to rise and believe in your power

This is a commissioned drawing that I am allowed to share from a lovely soul sister.

This is Agabeth and she lived as a high priestess in the time of Yeshua. I absolutely love her energy and this message came through very strong, with so much love and at the same time with great power and not a single ounce of doubt about who WE are.

“My dear ones. Humanity has come a far way. It has known many trials and many hardships but it is always evolving even as it seems like it is standing still or even going back in times. Your natural strengths are being reinforced right now. They are becoming more clear and solid within your being. Your bodies are adjusting to the new truth that is emerging inside of you. It is being awakened within you as a fierce lion that is not going to be held back. You may come across resistance from others regarding this new power within yourself. Others are merely playing out another role than you have chosen for yourself. Show them compassion and mercy from within this new power that you have in yourself. You can already feel it.
Those that are awakening to the truth are stronger than ever because they have the knowledge of the universe. Yes, you hold this wisdom in your core and it is now being revealed how powerful you are. You were not ready to believe it before but right now the time has arrived that you can trust that you hold all the knowledge of the universe in your heart and that you have the power to use this. Do not fear that you will be harmed for those that hold the Light are protected by the infinite source of all creation. You did not come on this mission to fail, you did not come here to doubt whether you are worthy enough to hold the Light in your being. You are worthy, you hold the torch so that others can follow your Light. You are all teachers, teachers of love, teachers of the heart. Christ did not come as one man on earth in this time: he came as YOU. You are Christ, you carry his essence and you carry his love. He lives through you, he heals through you, he teaches through you, he laughs through you.. You are the embodiment of the purest light in whole of Creation: you are the Christ Consciousness. Do you understand now how precious you are? Do you understand now how much we all value you from the other side? We do not see you as small lights nor do we think of you any less than the most precious diamond in this existence. It is now time to anchor this truth in your human body and let this information settle into your consciousness. Believe, believe, BELIEVE and LIVE knowing this truth. The time is now, you are ready.”

Dark elf: soul aspect drawing

This is a drawing of my aspect as a dark elf. For a very long time there has been a war between the light and the dark elves where the whole elemental realm was involved. There is a history and story that awaits to be told about it which I hope to share it with you all some day.

There was deep surpressed anger that I have been feeling and this something that I have had all my life. Every time I felt injustice was done, every time I felt I needed to follow somebody else’s rules without seeing the value or point of it I would feel it inside and I a feeling of rage would come up. It is a feeling of being locked up and taken my freedom away and not being heard, not being allowed to voice my truth made me feel less than what I was.
We take on memories and trauma from other lifetimes and other dimensions to release in this lifetime. This was a memory of injustice being done to me as a dark elf. He felt that what happened was unjustified because his kind was banished to the underworld even though they did not do anything wrong. In this life I have a strong connection to the elven and elemental realm. I connected to this aspect and I was able to release and heal this pain. All this aspect needed is acceptance and being heard. Your shadow awaits for you to be acknowledged and to be seen. It doesn’t want to be pushed away or to be labeled as something wrong or evil. When you bring love into this side of yours you will bring balance in yourself which will allow you to use the power of the dark aspect in unity with the light. You will thrive from this unity as you will be able to use your power truly as intended without any fear. No fear for the darkness any longer when you hold love for all that you are.

Embodying your higher self through expansion of your consciousness

This is a commissioned higher self drawing that is shared with approval.

This is a commissioned drawing of a higher self that is shared with approval.

“Greetings from the higher dimensions. Those of you who are experiencing life from a spiritual perspective have noticed how your consciousness is expanding and how you are not the same person as you used to be. You will not like the same things as you did in the past, maybe you will not even remember certain experiences from your childhood and when you do you will notice that you are not attached to the emotions you have felt. You think differently, you act differently, you even smell, taste and see differently. This is all part of the ascension process and this is also part of your higher self coming more into your physical body. The clearings and the healings that you are going through right now are clearing up old trauma and old pain that no longer belong to you and is not aligned with the higher frequencies. It is as if the old you, the ancestral you, is being removed from your cells and from your DNA. You are becoming more of the true you, you are embodying the higher self more and more. This is happening gradually as your higher self has a big energy and also a high frequency, so every time you go through an energetic shift and through a heavy emotion you are actually making space in your body to embody your true self. This process will be continuing over the years and it will get easier and you will meet people that are aligned with you and your energy. You did not come here alone to experience this big shift and this change all by yourself. There are many others like you and the more you align with your higher self the more you will attract the same frequency. Right now there are many who are in search for their true self and many do not yet know what they are looking for so spirituality is divided in different people and different energies with different opinions and views. You are on the same path but you are all still searching and in the process of embodying your higher self. Support each other in this search, respect each other and others opinion, do not go into arguments about who is right and who is not. You are all becoming your higher self and this is a beautiful process.
We are all supporting you and we are all bringing you together. The more you allow this to happen the less resistance there will be.. in the end you will all feel the connection between each other. Have patience dear ones and love yourself and others through all your experiences.”