It is now safe to follow the push of your soul

This is a commissioned higher self drawing shared with approval from a beautiful soul. If you want your own higher self drawing with a channeled message feel free to contact me.

“Dear ones. In your life you are given the ability to make choices for yourself and to pick that what you feel is best for you. Up until now you did not have the sense that you were free in making decisions based on your needs. Often you made choices that were out of alignment with your heart and you let your mind decide for you because of practical reasons and because you were supposed to do this as you were taught your practical needs were more important than your emotional needs. As you are now integrating more or your soul you are starting to feel an urge to create and to follow your feelings. You may call this a gut feeling but this is your soul guiding you to where you need to be. You might feel resistance because you want to proceed to pick the safe way to travel on your journey but now is the time to trust your heart and the push that you feel inside. It is no coincidence that you feel the need to be somewhere or do something even if you do not know what it is. Proceed to take the first step in the direction that makes you happy. You don’t need to drop everything you are doing but do start exploring your options and taking action towards it. The feeling of needing to be somewhere will grow inside of you. You will meet more people that you see that are working towards their goals and passions. These people are there to encourage you. You learn from each other and you support each other just by being YOU. The more you open up yourself and follow your instincts the more you will see how things will come on your path to help you pursue your dream. Even if you are not sure what this yet. Trust that when you follow your heart you are supported. Financially, spiritually, emotionally, mentally. In any way you need it the Universe has got you covered. You might not realize this yet but you have a large team of spirit guides that is not leaving your side. They support you in your endeavours and they encourage you to follow your heart. The time to fear that you will lack anything is over now. They are fears from the past, memories of past lives where you needed to suffer to learn a lesson. These times are over now. The witch hunt is over.. You can relax knowing you are safe and supported. Go on without fears, dear ones, what lives in your heart is your truth and you do not need to fear your truth for you are the voice of the Universe. We love you, we support you.”

Dark elf: soul aspect drawing

This is a drawing of my aspect as a dark elf. For a very long time there has been a war between the light and the dark elves where the whole elemental realm was involved. There is a history and story that awaits to be told about it which I hope to share it with you all some day.

There was deep surpressed anger that I have been feeling and this something that I have had all my life. Every time I felt injustice was done, every time I felt I needed to follow somebody else’s rules without seeing the value or point of it I would feel it inside and I a feeling of rage would come up. It is a feeling of being locked up and taken my freedom away and not being heard, not being allowed to voice my truth made me feel less than what I was.
We take on memories and trauma from other lifetimes and other dimensions to release in this lifetime. This was a memory of injustice being done to me as a dark elf. He felt that what happened was unjustified because his kind was banished to the underworld even though they did not do anything wrong. In this life I have a strong connection to the elven and elemental realm. I connected to this aspect and I was able to release and heal this pain. All this aspect needed is acceptance and being heard. Your shadow awaits for you to be acknowledged and to be seen. It doesn’t want to be pushed away or to be labeled as something wrong or evil. When you bring love into this side of yours you will bring balance in yourself which will allow you to use the power of the dark aspect in unity with the light. You will thrive from this unity as you will be able to use your power truly as intended without any fear. No fear for the darkness any longer when you hold love for all that you are.

Embracing love fully by accepting and integrating your own dark aspects

I have been working on accepting parts of myself that I don’t like and have felt ashamed of. I didn’t acknowledge them as a part of my being and how I was created. I realized I wanted to fit into a certain image thinking that I need to be a certain way to be accepted. We all want to fit in and have a sense of belonging and loved by the people that we love too.

I have say that I did not realize I felt this way. This was something that I was unaware of but it was dwelling in my subconsciousness. Lately I have been feeling a little down emotionally and my guides told me that I needed to believe in love in all its imperfections. Love isn’t about only loving the good side, it is also about loving the ugly side. And until I love my own ugly side I can’t fully embrace what love is in all its glory. Because love doesn’t choose what it loves, it just does. So I made the decision to embrace what I thought was wrong about me. I completely opened myself up to love all my flaws because they too are a creation of the Universe and hold unconditional love. I felt a strong urge to draw my dark aspect.. She will help me to integrate all of what I do not love about myself and did not want to see. She might be my dark aspect, but she is me and I fully embrace it with love. I am sharing this drawing and message with you and I hope you too can accept all of who you are.. The good, the bad and the ugly.

Her name is Audarian and this is her message:

“Integration of your own aspects aren’t only those of the light side of your soul. In order to be in balance you must also accept your shadow side. By facing your own fears and by looking at the emotions and traits you don’t like about yourself you will be able to love yourself fully because you can only feel the wholeness within yourself when you embrace ALL of your aspects: those that you love and those that you don’t.
Take a deeper look into yourself and ask yourself what it is that you don’t like about yourself. What are you ashamed of? Do you feel guilt or do you feel jealousy? Do you feel shame? How do you feel about your sexuality, have you been promiscuous? Have you betrayed others? Have you cheated? Have you lied? Have you manipulated others to get your way?
It easy to see what others have done unto you but it takes courage and awareness to see that you too have done what has been done on to you. Life is a circle, all what you are currently experiencing in your life you have gone through in another lifetime doing on to others.
Every soul that chooses to incarnate has at some point misused the power they were given in previous lifetimes, but also in this lifetime. Experiences always go both way: one time you are the villain and the other time you are the victim. One time you are a Saint and the other time you are a sinner. In order for you to see yourself as Love you also need to see that every experience that you have had as a human being came from a place of love. This means that every painful act that you have caused and have gone through was created so that you could see and feel the love even deeper than ever before. Now in this lifetime you are given the opportunity to see that even in pain there is love. This requires for you to accept that there is in fact no duality in love because darkness is a part of love. It is a part of the wholeness within you. Darkness and light are not seperate: they are One. This is a truth that exists in each and one of you. When you are ready to accept that your own darkness is in fact love too you will feel wholeness, acceptance, peace, joy and freedom in every aspect of your life. Nothing from the outside will scare you because you will know the truth that light and darkness are in perfect balance within yourself. Shadows are not to be feared, they are to be accepted as a part of your existence. You were created in the image of perfection and this consists of ALL that you are.”

A time of transformation of fears

This is the higher self of a commissioned drawing which I am sharing with approval of the client. 

“Dear and beloved ones. The world can be chaotic and what happens on the outside is a reflection of what is happening within yourself. So it can be frightening for many of you to look at what your world is experiencing at this moment. You are looking around and you can see many energies that you do not resonate with. There is anger, rage, intolerance, pain, cruelty just to name a few that you are being confronted with right now. I am not telling this to frighten you but there will be more of these coming as it has to come to surface in order to be released once and for all. What you are going through is a transformation of what you and earth have been carrying for many centuries but have never been able to release until now. Now you are ready to evolve and to shift your energy into a place of compassion and love. This lesson has been taught to you by many masters that have come to earth before you. Now you have become the masters, you have graduated, you are now ready to carry the energy of compassion and unconditional love and to shower the world with this.

Be ready for the change that is happening even if it seems like the opposite is taking the upper hand. These changes are not there to frighten you, they are to give you hope to carry on and to continue to open yourself up even more and trust that the new energies are going to support you through all your experiences. If you have fears that are coming up then please do not dwell on them as they are passing through for release, they just come up for you to notice them and then they will be gone.

Know that your support is immense and each and one of you are being helped to shift from all these lower vibrations. You are not alone and the more you realize and feel this the more you will be able to feel the love in yourself.”